I need the help and prayers continually.
It’s been a very rough month.
I was on my way to have the hand surgeon remove pin from my finger 8/29th, I had a horrible waking nightmare of huge spiders and webs around me but I became wide awake and the vision just wouldn’t stop.
This is very unlike me, the last waking nightmare I had was the year before my Gpa passed of metastatic lung cancer.
2am, I was very rattled so I walked to the bathroom with my cellphone in my hand. I turn short in the bathroom doorway, dropping my cellphone face down, glass screen completely shattered, making cell unusable.
My ride to Albuqueque came, the driver was a Christian woman so the trip there and back was a true blessing, making me able to brush off the nightmare and praise God all day.
The finger pins removal went very well.
The same day my best male friend in Texas called on my iPad, video chat, to say the doctors found metastasized kidney cancer, stage 4.
He’s an atheist but I pray for him to see God’s love and plan for him, even healing now in Jesus name Amen, that Owen would receive Jesus as his Lord and Savior.
I returned to Roswell with the same Christian driver, rejoining in the Lord despite Owen’s news.
However, since my cellphone was completely shattered and unable to receive calls, I didn’t get the message that my best female friend of 34 years had passed away that morning also. A mutual friend messaged me through Facebook Message the next day (8/30 Tue).
I was completely devastated!
I have been a very surreal daze for weeks now.
A complete whirlwind of circumstances and day-to-day push myself to rejoice in the Lord.
No vehicle, no income, best friend died, another friend deciding how to fight cancer... I did finally figure out how to get a new cellphone so I had a way to contact my limited outside contacts.
I’m really feeling like Job right now.
Help God Help!!
Thank you all, in advance, for your prayers. God bless you with mercy and grace, May his hand guide you daily in Jesus name Amen.