Seared Conscience

Repent and confess. If your conscience was seared I don't think you'd feel remorse or guilt. Those voices may be dishonest. And if not, why would He warn you if He wasn't giving you an opportunity to repent? If it was too late for you you'd be past the point of getting warnings. Think about it. You're driving down the road and you see a warning sign that says sharp curve up ahead. The sign comes before the curve, not after you've already drove off the cliff.

Therosary9 said:

I ignored my conscience to the point that I felt something on the inside of me die. Now I just feel sheer terror. God already told me that I was going to hell and that I'm continuously making my sentence worse unless I become homeless and work, and even then it is only a matter of time before He takes me to Hell. I can feel something really bad on the inside of me. I know everyone says that God will give you a second chance, but you don't know the signs and warnings that He's given me.

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Ask The Lord for forgiveness now in your heart and then Go To Confession with A Priest and then repent.


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Therosary9 said:

It's just a matter of not making things worse. I really don't want to work at this place while being homeless.

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So your conscience is telling you that you have to work at a certain place AND be homeless and you are resisting so fear you are going to hell?

Therosary9 said:

I ignored my conscience to the point that I felt something on the inside of me die. Now I just feel sheer terror. God already told me that I was going to hell and that I'm continuously making my sentence worse unless I become homeless and work, and even then it is only a matter of time before He takes me to Hell. I can feel something really bad on the inside of me. I know everyone says that God will give you a second chance, but you don't know the signs and warnings that He's given me.

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God never tells anyone they are going to hell.
He explains to his believers that Hell can be avoided.

Every person going to Hell is unable to hear God's voice
due to their disbelief.

Go speak with a priest as soon as you can.

No matter how badly you feel you've screwed up, that's why Jesus died. Please put your trust in Him as He already took all the punishment for your sins. Turn to Him and turn away from your sins. I'm not sure about this inclination to work at a specific spot and be homeless - I'm questioning who might be encouraging that as your assigned task, but it doesn't actually sound like the God who loves you. You can't earn this forgiveness you need, because it was a gift from God paid for by the death of Jesus and His resurrection.

You are not a bother to anyone. Do you have a priest or a doctor you can consult with?

Here is the heart of God:
" This is good, and pleases God our Savior, 4 who wants all people to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth. 5 For there is one God and one mediator between God and mankind, the man Christ Jesus, 6 who gave himself as a ransom for all people. This has now been witnessed to at the proper time." 1 Timothy 2:3-6

Here is what the voice of God/words from God are like:
"17 But the wisdom from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, open to reason, full of mercy and good fruits, impartial and sincere." James 3:17

Sweet one, He is not hanging over you ready to strike you with lightning to turn you into ashes. It is Satan who wants to destroy you, not God!

"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— 9 not by works, so that no one can boast." Ephesians 2:8-9. Salvation comes from the grace of God - not from whether you live or work in a certain place or not.

Finally, you are not beyond salvation! "9 because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 10 For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved." Romans 10:9-10

Lord, please bring Therosary to the knowledge of Your truth. Please save him and heal and forgive him of his sins - please bring him to repentance. Please open up his heart to hear from You, and may he listen to no other voice. Please stir in him with your Spirit and make him Your son today. Amen!

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I read " In the mouth of two or three witnesses shall every word be established." And as you read here you find this.. they speak from His heart.. loves you died already for you. Has God given us the spirit of fear? Fear has torment.

I LOVE this verse... and its so much for you "Isaiah 41:10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." <---that is GOD talking to YOU! Listen to your brothers and sisters here . they speak His words..