Simply I was as one of the others, but the difference was God foreknew me, and did not foreknow the others,
Are you saying that God does not know all things?
He created ALL people in his image, had no idea that some of them would not follow him, and doesn't know those whom he has not chosen?
And its nothing to do with me being better than anyone else, as I was also a terrible sinner as the others.
In other words, you
were once "as the others".
ALL have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, Romans 6:23. The difference between Christians and non Christians is that we know the Saviour; the One who laid down his life to reconcile us to God. We have forgiveness and reconciliation with the Father.
The difference was God Himself choosing me in Christ from the foundation of this world to belong to Him and be saved, read Ephesians 1.
Potentially, ALL could belong to Christ, be his child and be saved; read John's Gospel and count the times that Jesus says "whoever believes", "whoever accepts" or "everyone who believes ..."
Not everyone will be saved; many will reject, and continue to reject, his free gift of salvation.
God's works all of them were finished from the foundation of the earth, that includes my particular salvation, this also includes those who wont believe, their destinies as well.
Hebrews 4
That means that everyone is a robot; it doesn't matter what we do, read, say, believe etc, God has chosen some and will force salvation upon them which they have no choice but to accept.
That also means that God created many in his own image, knowing that he was not going to choose them to belong to him - and then he would send them to hell for not believing in him, when they were unable to do so anyway. That does not sound at all fair - and certainly not like love.
All of this is pretty amazingly awesome, and shows the almighty omnipotent God taking up His great power and reigning.
As I see it it's not awesome at all; it's dreadful.
You're implying that we have a God who created everyone in his image and knew that everyone would sin, chose only some of us sinners to be saved and belong to him, and that those not chosen to be his can do nothing about it.
Jesus said that we should love our enemies, Matthew 5:44, that if we love only those who will love us back; what good is that? Matthew 5:46. And that we should be perfect as God is perfect, Matthew 5:48.
But it seems, from your argument, that God does what Jesus told us not to do; that he selected a few for salvation and to receive his love and doesn't bother about anyone whom he hasn't chosen. In other words, God shows love only to those who show love to him, and they can only show love to him if he has already decided to save them and show them his love.
That's not love.
Love is patient, kind, always protects, trusts, hopes and perseveres, 1 Corinthians 13:4-7. God IS love, 1 John 4:8. He is also truth; he is holy, pure, merciful, just, full of compassion and does not want anyone to perish, 2 Peter 3:9.
We love because God first loved us, 1 John 4:19. When we look at the cross and realise what God did for us, we see his love for us, 1 John 3:16 - then we respond to that love. Some don't. But have they really been shown that pure, amazing, unconditional love, or have they been told "you will only be saved if you do ...... belong to this church, believe this doctrine or have been chosen to believe"?