Hi
@Jags, whenever you begin to think about this person in an inappropriate way, take that thought captive immediately and hand it over to the Lord to deal with ..
2 Corinthians 10:5. If you allow the thought to go too far however, repent and ask Him to forgive you, and He will ..
1 John 1:9. Then get up and get back to your walk with Him, knowing that you are forgiven (because that's what God told you He would do
).
Also, choose to begin to see her for what she is, your sister in Christ
(which I'm assuming that she is, yes?), and pray for her, especially for her walk with the Lord. And ask the Him to help you do just that (see her for who she is) when you pray to Him about her.
The Lord has given us many ways to stay strong in Him and to lead a prosperous and joyful life before Him as well, even in the face of temptation, so why not trust Him and give His way a try? .. e.g.
Joshua 1:8; Psalm 1:1-3; 119:9-11, Romans 12:2; 1 Corinthians 10:13; 2 Corinthians 10:5; 2 Timothy 3:16-17.
Remember that we Christians need to guard
(not follow) our hearts, and
treasuring His word in our hearts is the best way to do that
(see more about how to do that below).
Praying for you!
--David
p.s. - I had a HORRIBLE thought life when I first became a Christian (it was a carryover from the very sinful life that I lead in my 20's). The principle Christian disciplines helped (Bible study, prayer, fellowship and witnessing), of course, but it wasn't until I began to truly
treasure His word in my heart (by memorizing it) that I was finally set free from my seemingly endless and painful thought-life.
Memorization work is just that, work (especially at first), and it's not the easiest thing to do, but I think that you'll quickly find that it's worth FAR more than any amount of time and effort that you have to put into it.
Memorization fills your mind with God's word, and it (somehow) empties it of the stale, stinky garbage that's residing up there, and gives it no room to return
It also makes it much harder to sin, because as soon as a temptation comes your way and you think about sinning, the Holy Spirit hits you will 2-3 of your memorized verses to remind you why you shouldn't
So, if you get tired of the way things are going, let me know and I'll help you get started (if you'd like me to). Just FYI, I use the Navigator's
Topical Memory System (the system that they've been training their overseas missionaries with for about 90 years now .. now made even easier and better than before as an App).
Philippians 4
8 Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things.