Hello, I am a former Christian of 32yrs, more specifically, I was an Independant Fundamentalist Baptist, and even fell into mormonism for 2 years but for personal reasons I wont get into now I quit going and later realized the LDS faith was not for me and returned as an IFB.
Anyways, 3 years ago I ended up rejecting theism and no longer feel justified in believing in the supernatural. It started out with my rereading of the New Testament after I abandoned the interpretations of the scriptures I was taught by IFB, and thought that I would be guided by the holy spirit when rereading the NT for the first time with an open mind, remembering the verse "If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of god that giveth to all men liberally, and abraideth not and it shall be given him.", so I prayed and asked god, even praying using the instructions Jesus gave, asking with my own words then saying the lord's prayer afterwards.
The results were, I read from Mathew 1:1 and by the time I read up to James 3 I felt that I had been deceived all my life by a false religion made up by men, and not by a god that is not the author of confusion because I was seeking an answer for what must one need to do to be saved, and reading through every passage concerning salvation up to James 3 both Jesus, Paul, and the disciples all preached conflicting versions for what folks should do to be justified/saved.
Anyways, I dont want to say anything to provoke a debate or argument here, I'm just giving a quick introduction about myself. Now almost 3yrs later I have learned too many facts about reality, both about this earth, human history, and the cosmos that the scriptures I used to believe and hold dear, look no more plausable than other cultural myths that we all know are purely manmade and not inspired by any divine entity.
I wanted to join this forum to have friendly discussions because I have many questions, and hoped I could ask and discuss some subjects so some highly educated Christians could shed some light on some things because this life we all have on earth is short, and at this point I see no reason to believe any religion's god or gods exist, and the eternal hell that is threatened by the christian doctrine is no longer a concern of mine, but I need to be sure about some things because if any one of us dies and suddenly wake up on another side of reality and find that we were wrong, especially if the truth ends up being a religion we don't practice and it's god is a vengeful one, well you know where I'm going.
Also, can someone tell me what I am suppose to do to have sufficient privileges to be able topost threads and post in threads? I have questions that are very important to me, and I really want to talk to folks here asap. Thanks.