- Jul 22, 2019
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I'm new to Christian forums, well tbh, I'm new to the whole forum thing. So I could use some tips and pointers on how to navigate. I found Christian forums, solely because of my current marital situation. I'm about to be single again. It's not easy to turn into text, but it's the truth. I'm heartbroken to say the least. My wife, my beloved, loves the world. She's off in it right now with another man. I must be bold right now and tell you or whoever reads this, that it hurts so much. I hope Jesus comes quickly, because I'm losing strength mentally. I love my bride. I don't want the world to have her. Perhaps most of you will say she was not who God chose for me. Maybe not. But I invested my heart and being into the one flesh we shared....if she isn't mine. I will have to accept this. But I care about her too much to allow the world to have her. I want her only to belong to God now. I know we all have our free will, but I don't want her to be defiled. I'm crying typing this, which I have not done in awhile. I suppose it's still fresh in my heart. I hope Jesus saves her and she honors Him by not giving into the flesh. Please if you are able. Pray for me to stay focused on Messiah. Thank you for listening.