NeedyFollower
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I don't want authority, I'd rather be a philosopher about it.
The second part quoted makes me ask how do I get off of the entrusted list.
Yes ...I know it would be much , much easier . But love demands hard things . We are told to accept Jesus but never are instructed that we are to count the cost . When we "enlist" , we are basically signing up to do battle with the god of this world who loves death and does not play fair and has no rules . And the enemy knows his time is short . But be of good cheer , as a vessel of God's love , you will have the opportunity to make a difference in someone else's eternity .
You do not want to be off that list but do ask the Lord to carry your load . To do your battles . To give you an increase in love and the ability to see by faith . Personally , I have lived my whole life very selfish and immature . I am trying very hard ( by His grace ) to grow into a man of God. The times in which we live call for sober minded maturity . Like you , I sometimes think wish to shirk my burdens for i am not up to the task ( which is true ) It is more comfortable to be spiritually dead whereas the cross of Christ is uncomfortable . I do not know your age but I am too old to be so weak . I ask your prayers for my race as well . I leave you with this verse which seems applicable . 1st Corinthians 16:13-14 . Do you have others with which you pray ?
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