- Apr 12, 2019
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Today I got really frustrated not to repeat my issues just search my post history but getting ready to walk I heard some again non-believer outside swear using the f-word twice. After which I snapped at my Grandmother and made her cry when she said I had to wait to take a walk not to leave my sister alone. I feel really bad.
After walking I listened to traditional jazz wearing headphones. Then I did listen to some Christian music had it put it loud when there were some risque teens that irritated me then 90's Dance. Now I am home I still feel crummy I don't feel rage from walking but still crummy.
Now Christians can hear that filth and still keep there faith. For me every time it is almost like a knockout. It still bothers me maybe not as much making me backslide but it still feels like I keep getting knocked out.
After walking I listened to traditional jazz wearing headphones. Then I did listen to some Christian music had it put it loud when there were some risque teens that irritated me then 90's Dance. Now I am home I still feel crummy I don't feel rage from walking but still crummy.
Now Christians can hear that filth and still keep there faith. For me every time it is almost like a knockout. It still bothers me maybe not as much making me backslide but it still feels like I keep getting knocked out.