hi
I am in a really lonely season in my life. I feel so alone, I dont have freinds right now as people do not care about me even church people dont care. And even when i get close to someone, i feel so alone (like a female friend) even when im in a room full or crowded people i feel alone. Even my mom who i love so much, being around her feels alone. Im just alone and lonely. I used to pray to God, "God please take away this loneliness or get me a husband." If i didnt feel so alone and lost and want to cuddle, i wouldnt need a husband. so that has been my prayer. I feel like im old enough to have a husband lol. Im 35. Even though I have an anime profile pic. Im not a kid. I would love to have an awesome connection with someone-a best freind. And i dont have that and desperatly need it. This season has been going on for several years. Since i was 28. The lonliness is killing me inside. I just want a husband or some kind of light to fill my heart, and warmth. Please dont tell me 'you are not alone, Jesus is with you." I already know that.
I am in a really lonely season in my life. I feel so alone, I dont have freinds right now as people do not care about me even church people dont care. And even when i get close to someone, i feel so alone (like a female friend) even when im in a room full or crowded people i feel alone. Even my mom who i love so much, being around her feels alone. Im just alone and lonely. I used to pray to God, "God please take away this loneliness or get me a husband." If i didnt feel so alone and lost and want to cuddle, i wouldnt need a husband. so that has been my prayer. I feel like im old enough to have a husband lol. Im 35. Even though I have an anime profile pic. Im not a kid. I would love to have an awesome connection with someone-a best freind. And i dont have that and desperatly need it. This season has been going on for several years. Since i was 28. The lonliness is killing me inside. I just want a husband or some kind of light to fill my heart, and warmth. Please dont tell me 'you are not alone, Jesus is with you." I already know that.