A lot of things have gone wrong over the course of the year, struggling with long term unemployment while trying to remain positive and reading the Bible. I know the lord continues to reassure me that things will be all right but I'm always running into worse situations the moment I feel like its getting better. Either its my mother being verbally abusive to me..(which is everyday) Or its the student loan company threatening to default my loan.
I just don't know what to do with myself anymore and sometimes I wonder why I was created to begin with. It doesn't help that my major depressive disorder makes me feel even worse. I feel so detached from everything...I feel.....so empty and dead inside.
Please pray for me...
I just don't know what to do with myself anymore and sometimes I wonder why I was created to begin with. It doesn't help that my major depressive disorder makes me feel even worse. I feel so detached from everything...I feel.....so empty and dead inside.
Please pray for me...
