Hi guys Ill try to be short with this but here is my story:
I am 26 and for most of my life I have dealt with issues of anxiety, depression, and substance abuse. Some periods I will be sober for months before cycling back into negative behaviours. Lately I have dealt with a period of a few months of heavy alcohol and drug use, and falling back into depression after almost 6 months of good health.
Quite recently I had a dream that led me to feel like Jesus was wanting me to come to him, so this is why I have begun learning about Him. But I have always, and still am, struggling with issues of faith.
I dont know if I truly believe in him, but I want so badly to invite Jesus into my life and have it be true. I have seen so many people with similar situations to mine have their lives completely changed and be saved my reaching out to him. I am at a point where I dont feel I have a choice but to at least try.
But its hard for me to feel like I can accept him and open myself up to him to invite him in, if I am not completely sure I even believe in him.
So i am trying to get to know more about him and become more open to the idea of accepting his help.
I am 26 and for most of my life I have dealt with issues of anxiety, depression, and substance abuse. Some periods I will be sober for months before cycling back into negative behaviours. Lately I have dealt with a period of a few months of heavy alcohol and drug use, and falling back into depression after almost 6 months of good health.
Quite recently I had a dream that led me to feel like Jesus was wanting me to come to him, so this is why I have begun learning about Him. But I have always, and still am, struggling with issues of faith.
I dont know if I truly believe in him, but I want so badly to invite Jesus into my life and have it be true. I have seen so many people with similar situations to mine have their lives completely changed and be saved my reaching out to him. I am at a point where I dont feel I have a choice but to at least try.
But its hard for me to feel like I can accept him and open myself up to him to invite him in, if I am not completely sure I even believe in him.
So i am trying to get to know more about him and become more open to the idea of accepting his help.