Pray about my job

It appears as though I will be at a meeting tomorrow about whether I can delay my retirement perhaps afe months at best. I was originally planning to retire June 30 but my wife may need to enter a hospital for eating disorders. She is awaiting a phone interview. If I retire she will lose my job"s generous insurace. I will probably not be able to afford the hospital treatment if I pay for it by the Obama exchanges or private insurance.

I have been falling hopelessly behind at work. My wife calls me and argues with me creating disturbances at work. Today I went to the Social Security Administration and rescinded my application for Social Security to postpone my retirement. This did not sit well with my supervisor thus the meeting tomorriw, even though she had agreed to a postponement last week. My retirement is still scheduled to come and I am eligible for Medicare. My wife although disabled is not eligible for Medicare and as long as we are married is not eligible for SSI or Medicaid. Please pray.

Please continue to pray. My wife has destroyed property a number of times in the past and has behaved violently at times, including attempting to throw me down the cellar stairs. She is angry because her psychiatrist has stopped seeing her and won't answer her phone calls. She is threatening not to take her medicatio. She walked out of the emergency room this evening where she was trying to be seen about the medication issue On the way back home she was sitting in the back seat while I was driving. While driving she yanked my hair holding my head back while I was attempting to maneuver the car. Please pray about this extremely volatile situation.

My wife is now saying she is having tremendous chest pain and may take an ambulance in the middle of ihe night. She has gastrointestinal problems and frequently has stomach, back and chest pain. I offered to take her to the hospital.