I had an exceptionally hard time getting and staying pregnant. I did end up getting pregnant and carrying as close to term as possible (I was technically like 35 or 37 weeks when I had my son), but it took years and more miscarriages than I’d like to talk about. I wish I had some sort of magic answer as to what helped, but I don’t. Finally one time it took for reasons unknown, but because I wasn’t trying at the time and was fresh off a miscarriage I kept private... I got a lot of “I told it would happen if you just relaxed!” I wanted to punch people who said that to me.
My only advice is to have faith that, however it happens, is how it was meant to happen. It’s hard to believe/survive when you’re in the middle of it, but it really is true. And really rely on each other. Come up with a united, comfortable way you address those obnoxious baby questions and clear boundaries about what could and couldn’t be shared. On days where I was particularly sensitive to the topic, my other half ran interference for me, diverting the topic to anything else. That helped a lot.
And I know it seems counterintuitive and I know you will hate hearing it, but this is the advice I absolutely wish somebody gave me. Make sure you take time off from trying some months. Like try three months, then “not try but not preventing” it a month, then go try for another three months, then sit out on actively trying for a month, etc.
Hear me out... Please.
You really need that time off so that you remember how to be together as a couple and be intimate without the weight of baby-making looming over you. Once you decide to have a child, your sex life will change, and once that baby comes it will change it forever. Don’t miss out on the joys of married, intimate, don’t have to hide it, doing it all around the house “just because I feel like it” sex. That’s a lot of fun and once kids come, it still happens but not as often or in the same way. You worry about who’s walking in, who can hear, if he’s tired or your tired, what time who is getting up with which kid, etc etc... Enjoy sex for intimacy on your terms, and it gives you a break from “babymaking brain” and reconnects you with “oh yeah, that’s why we like this!” sex.