Please pray for help at the end of the semester.

Hi,

I've been having a lot of problems because it's the end of the semester and I always worry a lot about my grades. All of these weird things happened to me in the past that made me think that if I get certain grades I will go to hell. So I really get worried when it's time to get my grades. I always hear voices in my head that laugh at me and tell me I'm going to hell. They've been wrong before, but I always worry that this time they will be right. I always think that I know the future and this time they will be right.

Also, I recently asked my professor if it's okay to turn in an assignment late. I get worried when I ask the professor for help that he will get angry with me and punish me for asking. I feel like by asking for help I'm going to make things worse on myself.

Anyway, it's really hard for me at the end of the semester because of my beliefs. I hear voices that tell me to quit school or else I will go to hell. They always tell me to quit school at the end of the semester.

So it would be really nice if people could pray for me, that things will be okay. For some reason I always believe these voices that tell me I will go to hell if I get certain grades. I usually don't quit school because I don't want to disappoint everyone who knows me and loves me. The people who love me want me to succeed and it lets them down when I quit things.

Thank you,

SnowTiger

I keep thinking that I'll go to hell instantly if I get a certain grade.

Thank you for all the prayers. I'm really afraid.

One of the voices in my head keeps laughing at me all day long. It really drives me crazy.

Thank you for your help. The reason I keep thinking I'm going to hell if I get certain grades is because I feel like I made a bet with Jesus about my grades. I feel like it's some kind of bet or deal that I made in my head on accident. That's why I worry about it. I feel like God and Jesus know our every thought, so they know I made bets about my grades on accident. Does this make sense? Thank you.

Thank you that helps make me feel better. I wasn't trying to make the bets. They just kind of came into my brain.