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I wish I had an answer for you. Keep praying. I’m praying for you. I know how it feels to go through it.

dabro said:

The Bible says there is therefore no condemnation for those in Christ.

So why do I still feel condemned? I believe in Jesus. I try to soak up grace. I really feel bad. And when I feel condemned I hurt all over. Sometimes I have hot flashes and anxiety a excruciating amount of anxiety.

Sometimes I think of when i started to believe in Jesus that God didn’t give me what I wanted .

But I tell God everyday almost how sorry I am. That I understand He didn’t want to destroy me.


Lord again I am deeply sorry for being the way I was. Please forgive me Father.

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Who is actually condemning you?

I don't have much to go on here, but there's one of two things you might be struggling with.

1. You're still involved in some unrepentant sin and you're feeling convicted. The solution here is to acknowledge, confess, and repent. But maybe this isn't the issue.

2. You have elevated some other thing or person to the place of God. This is subtle. But there is some idol in your heart - maybe it's yourself, maybe it's your parents, maybe it's some other authority figure. And this idol will never forgive you. You've got to try to find out what this idol is and forsake it. The living God will forgive you, but the idol will not.

Matthew 11:28 Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am [a]gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.

Psalms 51:17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit;
A broken and a contrite heart, O God, You will not despise.

dabro said:

The Bible says there is therefore no condemnation for those in Christ.

So why do I still feel condemned? I believe in Jesus. I try to soak up grace. I really feel bad. And when I feel condemned I hurt all over. Sometimes I have hot flashes and anxiety a excruciating amount of anxiety.

Sometimes I think of when i started to believe in Jesus that God didn’t give me what I wanted .

But I tell God everyday almost how sorry I am. That I understand He didn’t want to destroy me.


Lord again I am deeply sorry for being the way I was. Please forgive me Father.

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You say "for being the way I was". Can I ask what you mean by that?

dabro said:

My OCD theme.

I fear I’m dead and at His Judgment.

In 05 I almost died. I was doing so many drugs that I almost OD.

Well in 06 I had a conviction of hell. I told God I didn’t want to be left behind so I accepted the Lord. At the same time tho I thought if God is real He could bring me and my ex together. From 06 to 08 I was believing in my heart, as good as the intentions where in 08 I decided it wasn’t going to happen. In May of 08 I started going they some very nasty obsessive thoughts. In that summer I smoked a little weed and the theme changed to where I thought I was dead and standing before God.


Ppl I cannot describe to you this fear, it’s horrific.

In 2010 I was put on klonopin and the thoughts and anxiety lessened greatly. In 2018 I quit benzos and here lately I’ve been suffering the obsessions again. When I mess up I beg God to forgive me. It’s hard to explain what I’m going thru. I know faith is not a feeling. I’m just scared that God does hate me.

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Oh dear brother the accuser has you tightly wound up and is squeezing the pulp out of you. It is great to hear that you have faith in Jesus but now it is about exercising that faith.

i know what you are going through because i used to be a victim of that horrible accuser in my guilty conscience myself. Lightening strikes - fire from heaven - that is what he brings down on us all because of our own transgressions.

The issue with me was, as it is most likely with you, we do not exercise our faith in Christ when the accuser paints us black with our misdeeds. While Christ said forgiven we believe the accuser instead of Christ for we have not forgiven ourselves our misdeeds.

So it is about accepting God's grace and eating it so that the accuser cannot blast us with his fire any longer.

This is a spiritual process that is very important, where our fear of God turns to love and admiration and we mourn our sin because we know we did wrong by Him and do away with them but not out of fear but because we love Him and want to serve Him. Let love be the standard you judge yourself with and you will see that love doesn't remember wrong but loves what is right. That is your way out!

So each time fear of your salvation befalls you thank Jesus for saving you and put your faith in Him. Keep doing that for as long as the accuser blasts you with his fire. Keep your eyes peeled on Christ during this time and thank Him for deliverance. If you learn to keep faith in Jesus' sacrifice for your sins then the accuser will go away and Christ's peace will begin to rule your heart and mind.

Be of very good courage.

Offer up your suffering to God. Lay them at His feet.

Let God's will be done.

Also, seek advice from your doctor too.

God bless you my friend

dabro said:

In 05 I was going thru a tribulation, it actually felt like the tribulation. I was stuck in jail.

I heard and saw things,

I remember I finally escaped jail and was in the psychosis for about for months. I walked outside and said Father please forgive me in Jesus name.

Then I heard a loud commanding voice behind my head say “NO HE WILL NOT”,

Folks today I struggle that God doesn’t want anything to do with me.

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I never listen to voices. They are just thoughts that pop in our head. Dont listen to them.

dabro said:

I walked outside and said Father please forgive me in Jesus name.

Then I heard a loud commanding voice behind my head say “NO HE WILL NOT”,

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In John 14:14 "You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it."

You asked for forgiveness in Jesus' name it says in the bible that if we ask anything in His name He will do it. So the commanding voice you heard was the liar for what he spoke does not agree with Scripture.

Believe the truth my dear brother and the truth will set you free.

dabro said:

So why do I still feel condemned? I believe in Jesus. I try to soak up grace. I really feel bad.

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If you do this or at least, try your best, you should feel better:

John 14:12
Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.

dabro said:

The Bible says there is therefore no condemnation for those in Christ.

So why do I still feel condemned? I believe in Jesus. I try to soak up grace. I really feel bad. And when I feel condemned I hurt all over. Sometimes I have hot flashes and anxiety a excruciating amount of anxiety.

Sometimes I think of when i started to believe in Jesus that God didn’t give me what I wanted .

But I tell God everyday almost how sorry I am. That I understand He didn’t want to destroy me.


Lord again I am deeply sorry for being the way I was. Please forgive me Father.

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Brother many often feel unworthy even though they are saved. It happened to me a few times today. Remember even Judas got his feet washed by Christ and I’m sure is in heaven. You are fine

dabro said:

The Bible says there is therefore no condemnation for those in Christ.

So why do I still feel condemned? I believe in Jesus. I try to soak up grace. I really feel bad. And when I feel condemned I hurt all over. Sometimes I have hot flashes and anxiety a excruciating amount of anxiety.

Sometimes I think of when i started to believe in Jesus that God didn’t give me what I wanted .

But I tell God everyday almost how sorry I am. That I understand He didn’t want to destroy me.


Lord again I am deeply sorry for being the way I was. Please forgive me Father.

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Have you tried letting go of remorse, and followed under your Pastor to aid Jesus in the cause of Christianity? I think that will probably help

dabro said:

The Bible says there is therefore no condemnation for those in Christ.

So why do I still feel condemned? I believe in Jesus. I try to soak up grace. I really feel bad. And when I feel condemned I hurt all over. Sometimes I have hot flashes and anxiety a excruciating amount of anxiety.

Sometimes I think of when i started to believe in Jesus that God didn’t give me what I wanted .

But I tell God everyday almost how sorry I am. That I understand He didn’t want to destroy me.


Lord again I am deeply sorry for being the way I was. Please forgive me Father.

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Your subjective feelings are playing havoc with objective reality. You need to drown said feelings. I suggest multiple chocolate milkshakes.

We all get this.. the enemy.. guilt what ever.. we live in the this flesh and FEELINGS are up and down alll over the place.

So we walk by FAITH.. that is.. feel guilty? You say..no there is now no condemnation to them that are in Christ Jesus.. Its not based on how you FEEL! You walk by faith. I dont feel SAVED..so what? He said if you believe John 3:16..your saved! Fear.. in the middle of fear you say.. NO God has not given me the spirit of fear but of power and love and a sound mind! SOUND MIND! Thats what HE gave! And you receive it by? FAITH! You cant see it hear it feel it.. GOD CAN NOT LIE!

Just be like a child.. your Father gave that book for you! Isa 41:10

Oh Dear God, our Heavenly Father- will you heal our brother of the pain, fear and doubt. All good things come from You and I have seen you work in my life and many others. We pray shut the doors to the whispers of guilt and death away from him. The impure feelings of condemnation, Lord you wash away in Jesus' name. May your peace, joy and calmness flood his spirit. The truth of your Word dwells in him and reigns forever more. Dear Father full of grace and mercy, with confidence and boldness we approach thee. You alone know exactly where he is at. My heart breaks for him and so do others' too. As we join in brotherly love and compassion, we offer up a plea to you for healing. Do it Lord, Do it Lord as you will in the name of Jesus. We believe for a testimony of your power.
Amen