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We cannot manage/govern ourselves... And we cannot manage/govern our world either... Not responsibly anyway, or in a way that will "work" or "work out well", or very well, "for all or everyone"... Let alone (even if we could) again, let alone, and again, even if we could, we could not and cannot make "it" (or that) "last" very long at all, whatsoever., even if, or assuming we even could, even for a second (manage ourselves and our world well and each other responsibly)...
Were so very far away from "it/that" (managing ourselves and our world well and each other responsibly) that "it" is really quite amazing that we have even managed to manage ourselves as well as, or the way we have. thus far... quite amazing really...
Which is so very much, and so very much extremely far away from perfect, that the fact that "it/that" (us, and the way we have managed us) has even functioned as well as it has for us thus far... it's just really quite amazing, is all... Because beyond that, what is even more amazing is that we have even "survived" thus far, and are even "still here" right now... And, beyond that even, that we have even prospered and thrived like, or as well as we have, (most of us anyway), thus far... And while "we may take the credit for that or this", I think the "only real credit" (for this) goes to, or is, or has been up to, up to this point, is only by, or is all only because of, only "God's Grace alone" only, and not at all ever is or was, "because of us" at all, up to this point, thus far... Only God's Grace has gotten us to where we are thus far, and not anything else at all... and certainly not because of us at all ever...
But, I do not think it or that will "last" much longer... at least, not continuing going on, or going the way we have been, or have always been (in the past) up to this point now, or thus far... Such a thing is not meant to last...
Human beings have a disease, they/we are all very sick, and have a very serious illness (or fatal flaw or defect, and I do mean "fatal")... And this "disease" is "us acting like a disease" or behaving like a "virus" (or a cancer or a plague or "whatever")...
We do not come into (a) balance and (a) harmony with our environment, or our world, like the animals do... And were very destructive and malevolent by our very nature (also)... (which is also "part" of the, or this "disease" we all have)...
We destroy, and consume, and rape, and ravage and plunder and pillage, and "crucify", both ourselves and our world, and one another, till there is "nothing left, absolutely nothing left at all, and all is dead, or is dying and perishing and/or is "soon to be dead" anyway...
Because at or near the end of that (our destructive or "whatever", "ways") is where "we all die"... every last one of us... because we both do, (and at that point "have"), (past tense) have completely destroyed and annihilated and extinct(ed) ourselves our species, and our world, and maybe even all life on earth at that point... Or affected our earth to the to the point that it can no longer sustain, nor support any kind of life "at all any longer" or anymore, from that point onward, and it becomes just another lifeless, dead, barren, and now "fruitless" rock in space...
And we cannot fix this problem either...
In part because, "nothing really ever changes ever, with us most especially, not really, and not "actually"... Some of might only "think we do" (change or grow) (in any kind of "meaningful" way) when, in fact, and in all actuality, we really do not, not really, not in the ways that are so desperately needed or that would really make a difference and/or matter in any way with all of "this"... Not hardly any of us each individually ever, and most definitely not all of us ever, as a species, ever, EVER (changes, adapts, grows, develops, matures, or ever "improves", or "whatever")...
In general, all, and nothing, and no one at all, ever really changes... which means we never, ever, hardly never or ever, truly mature or grow (up) or change(s) or "whatever", EVER...
We inevitably repeat the past, and "all the mistakes of the past", over and over again, like a broken record, till we "can no longer", basically, then, we all die... And "all we are, or (ever) were", "dies" and is "extinct" and "passes into nothingness", and is forgotten for the rest of time, or for as long as time continues to pass on after that...
Anyway, going back a minute, then we all die, and, most usually, with "everything else" dying in the process, due to this "sickness", this "disease" all humans have, that makes them act like a disease or virus (or whatever) (destroying themselves and their world in the process, ect)...
Anyway... "we" are the "contradiction"... "we" are the "paradox"... For "this" (what we've been talking about) "is the paradox" and contradiction...
Short of some kind of divine intervention, or divine "help", we will all kill and destroy ourselves, and our world in the process more than likely...
And, we cannot save ourselves... And, were all doing it "right now", every single one of us... just by all each living out their/our own daily lives, all are each greatly contributing to the inevitable destruction of our own world and the end and extinction of our species, and possibly all life on earth, and the earth's ability or capability of supporting or sustaining any kind of life any longer... as I have stated already, I guess...
Again, "we" are the "contradiction"... And, "we" are the "paradox"...
This "sickness", this "disease", that we all have, "is the paradox" and "is the contradiction"...
And this, and all of this, caused me to ask God, "Why did you make us this way...?" "Why create being like this or such as this (that are) this way...?" Surely you knew and made us anyway... Why...? "Are we truly nothing and pass into nothing in the end, and all of this is really nothing, and/or means nothing, in the end most especially...? Why di you make us...? And why did you make us this way...? Why give life to beings or creatures like this, with the sickness (or stupidity) that we have and are...? Why? Why? Why...?
I was asked recently what I saw, looking around at us, our world, and everything...
I said, I see "Chaos", absolute Chaos... And disharmony and confusion... Beautiful, wonderful and wondrous, and even glorious, in it's own way, but, absolute Chaos (and disharmony, disunity, ect)... Swirling masses of Hysteria, driven by Hysteria and fear, and "other things"... Infants, all of us... And/or/but, and/or/because, if we do not change, by the time we must be or become a unified world, then were in trouble, "big time major trouble" of the kind I've already described prior to this... And I don't know if we can change all, and all the ways in how or what or which we would need to change to prevent or change to prevent the inevitable or what I talked about previously or prior to this, just now...
God Bless!
Were so very far away from "it/that" (managing ourselves and our world well and each other responsibly) that "it" is really quite amazing that we have even managed to manage ourselves as well as, or the way we have. thus far... quite amazing really...
Which is so very much, and so very much extremely far away from perfect, that the fact that "it/that" (us, and the way we have managed us) has even functioned as well as it has for us thus far... it's just really quite amazing, is all... Because beyond that, what is even more amazing is that we have even "survived" thus far, and are even "still here" right now... And, beyond that even, that we have even prospered and thrived like, or as well as we have, (most of us anyway), thus far... And while "we may take the credit for that or this", I think the "only real credit" (for this) goes to, or is, or has been up to, up to this point, is only by, or is all only because of, only "God's Grace alone" only, and not at all ever is or was, "because of us" at all, up to this point, thus far... Only God's Grace has gotten us to where we are thus far, and not anything else at all... and certainly not because of us at all ever...
But, I do not think it or that will "last" much longer... at least, not continuing going on, or going the way we have been, or have always been (in the past) up to this point now, or thus far... Such a thing is not meant to last...
Human beings have a disease, they/we are all very sick, and have a very serious illness (or fatal flaw or defect, and I do mean "fatal")... And this "disease" is "us acting like a disease" or behaving like a "virus" (or a cancer or a plague or "whatever")...
We do not come into (a) balance and (a) harmony with our environment, or our world, like the animals do... And were very destructive and malevolent by our very nature (also)... (which is also "part" of the, or this "disease" we all have)...
We destroy, and consume, and rape, and ravage and plunder and pillage, and "crucify", both ourselves and our world, and one another, till there is "nothing left, absolutely nothing left at all, and all is dead, or is dying and perishing and/or is "soon to be dead" anyway...
Because at or near the end of that (our destructive or "whatever", "ways") is where "we all die"... every last one of us... because we both do, (and at that point "have"), (past tense) have completely destroyed and annihilated and extinct(ed) ourselves our species, and our world, and maybe even all life on earth at that point... Or affected our earth to the to the point that it can no longer sustain, nor support any kind of life "at all any longer" or anymore, from that point onward, and it becomes just another lifeless, dead, barren, and now "fruitless" rock in space...
And we cannot fix this problem either...
In part because, "nothing really ever changes ever, with us most especially, not really, and not "actually"... Some of might only "think we do" (change or grow) (in any kind of "meaningful" way) when, in fact, and in all actuality, we really do not, not really, not in the ways that are so desperately needed or that would really make a difference and/or matter in any way with all of "this"... Not hardly any of us each individually ever, and most definitely not all of us ever, as a species, ever, EVER (changes, adapts, grows, develops, matures, or ever "improves", or "whatever")...
In general, all, and nothing, and no one at all, ever really changes... which means we never, ever, hardly never or ever, truly mature or grow (up) or change(s) or "whatever", EVER...
We inevitably repeat the past, and "all the mistakes of the past", over and over again, like a broken record, till we "can no longer", basically, then, we all die... And "all we are, or (ever) were", "dies" and is "extinct" and "passes into nothingness", and is forgotten for the rest of time, or for as long as time continues to pass on after that...
Anyway, going back a minute, then we all die, and, most usually, with "everything else" dying in the process, due to this "sickness", this "disease" all humans have, that makes them act like a disease or virus (or whatever) (destroying themselves and their world in the process, ect)...
Anyway... "we" are the "contradiction"... "we" are the "paradox"... For "this" (what we've been talking about) "is the paradox" and contradiction...
Short of some kind of divine intervention, or divine "help", we will all kill and destroy ourselves, and our world in the process more than likely...
And, we cannot save ourselves... And, were all doing it "right now", every single one of us... just by all each living out their/our own daily lives, all are each greatly contributing to the inevitable destruction of our own world and the end and extinction of our species, and possibly all life on earth, and the earth's ability or capability of supporting or sustaining any kind of life any longer... as I have stated already, I guess...
Again, "we" are the "contradiction"... And, "we" are the "paradox"...
This "sickness", this "disease", that we all have, "is the paradox" and "is the contradiction"...
And this, and all of this, caused me to ask God, "Why did you make us this way...?" "Why create being like this or such as this (that are) this way...?" Surely you knew and made us anyway... Why...? "Are we truly nothing and pass into nothing in the end, and all of this is really nothing, and/or means nothing, in the end most especially...? Why di you make us...? And why did you make us this way...? Why give life to beings or creatures like this, with the sickness (or stupidity) that we have and are...? Why? Why? Why...?
I was asked recently what I saw, looking around at us, our world, and everything...
I said, I see "Chaos", absolute Chaos... And disharmony and confusion... Beautiful, wonderful and wondrous, and even glorious, in it's own way, but, absolute Chaos (and disharmony, disunity, ect)... Swirling masses of Hysteria, driven by Hysteria and fear, and "other things"... Infants, all of us... And/or/but, and/or/because, if we do not change, by the time we must be or become a unified world, then were in trouble, "big time major trouble" of the kind I've already described prior to this... And I don't know if we can change all, and all the ways in how or what or which we would need to change to prevent or change to prevent the inevitable or what I talked about previously or prior to this, just now...
God Bless!
