This is my dilemma. I don't feel like changing churches is going to put my soul in jeopardy or any of that.
My question is, do I continue to struggle in a church that I do love. Where I basically have to start from the ground up learning about the teachings. Where I feel stressed and overwhelmed going to Liturgy every week. (I literally have to leave my youngest with my in-laws almost every Sunday because there is no nursery and the 3 and 6-year-olds are enough work) and then I have to teach Sunday School, Where I feel starved for teaching and guidance.
Or do I go to a church where I don't find their teachings perfect, but that meets mine and my families needs. Where I can go and it feels like a drink of refreshing water. That I don't feel stressed when I go, stressed when I'm there, or stressed when I leave. Where I don't have to arrange outside childcare to make it through the service. Where my children are excited to go.
As a side note, I'm married, but my husband can only come with me when he's not working. He was off every other weekend and we could take the baby then, but now he's back on working Sunday's again. He isn't particularly religious, we met and married when I was away from the church completely.