- May 28, 2017
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- Celibate
Looks like anxiety disorder and whatever other mental disorders I might have are trying to destroy my creativity and motivation. I've noticed them slowly decreasing over time. I remember that years ago, I enjoyed spending time drawing, writing, and playing music; I was almost constantly thinking of new creative ideas and was always excited to get to work on them. But now I don't think of new ideas very often anymore, and even when I do I often find myself putting them off for a while because I don't feel like doing them. Nowadays I often don't feel like doing a lot other than using the computer and playing video games (and sometimes sewing or doing something else, even those things get boring at times, though) so I spend the rest of the day trying to find something to do. I've noticed that I have times now where I don't really want to do anything and have little motivation or inspiration for much of anything. I used to think it was because I'm not a kid anymore, but now I'm thinking...maybe it's my problems causing it because it doesn't seem normal.