I feel like such a foolish child! I want to know right from wrong. The more I try to be righteous, I fail. I’m tired of being like this. I don’t want to be a lukewarm Christian!
We’re having a home church meeting today, and my neighbors are also gathering themselves together for their ancient spiritual ceremonies. They serve their god in their own way, and I used to feel sorry for them, but I feel like they’re more sincere and righteous than I.
My prayer request is for my mind. I try my best to always be righteous even in thoughts, but I keep messing up, and realizing I wouldn’t think these things around Jesus if he were here with me. But I tell myself Jesus was a man, and he wouldn’t fully understand a female.
Ugh! This is probably wrong. Someone, anyone please pray for me. I’m tired of being the chiefest of fools.
We’re having a home church meeting today, and my neighbors are also gathering themselves together for their ancient spiritual ceremonies. They serve their god in their own way, and I used to feel sorry for them, but I feel like they’re more sincere and righteous than I.
My prayer request is for my mind. I try my best to always be righteous even in thoughts, but I keep messing up, and realizing I wouldn’t think these things around Jesus if he were here with me. But I tell myself Jesus was a man, and he wouldn’t fully understand a female.
Ugh! This is probably wrong. Someone, anyone please pray for me. I’m tired of being the chiefest of fools.