- Oct 21, 2018
- 249
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- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
I have heard all the clichés, read all the verses, prayed all the prayers.
That isn't what I need. What I need is a serious life overhaul to be free from this sexual sin. I am stuck in a loop, convinced over and over again by Satan to keep giving in. For even though I desperately want to be clean and desperately want to serve God, I keep getting sucked back in.
Do not tell me that I don't want freedom enough. If it were that easy, no one would struggle with habitual sin. I'm at my wit's end.
I don't want to continue like this. But I can't seem to get free. If this is the way my life is going to be lived, I don't want to live.
That isn't what I need. What I need is a serious life overhaul to be free from this sexual sin. I am stuck in a loop, convinced over and over again by Satan to keep giving in. For even though I desperately want to be clean and desperately want to serve God, I keep getting sucked back in.
Do not tell me that I don't want freedom enough. If it were that easy, no one would struggle with habitual sin. I'm at my wit's end.
I don't want to continue like this. But I can't seem to get free. If this is the way my life is going to be lived, I don't want to live.