If I keep praying to God for a husband, will God end up giving me one? I admit I am old and not only losing whatever good looks I had but probably can't have babies. I am also a bit shallow and don't want to date unattractive men. I wish I could make friends with men and then have feelings develop, but that is not going to happen. I just want the stuff you hear other people talk about. It's also hard to meet Christian men who will wait. I have extreme anxiety when it comes to love and sex.