- Mar 28, 2005
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The question is, do you want to stay married to him? Do you really love him as Christ loves you? Can you accept him as he is right now?Hello all! This is my first post as I have been searching for advice from people who do not personally know me, so that I can see things from a different perspective.Please help me as I have a lot of inner turmoil going on and my spirit is very chaotic right now.
BACKSTORY: I have grown up Christian and in the church all of my life so has my husband. We met in high school and he has been the only person I ever dated. Ever. I began to have feelings of doubt. I wasn’t sure if I was still in love with him and I wanted to explore on my own, and figure out who I was as a person individually because I was in college at the time. I pushed it aside because even though I wasn’t happy, I didn’t want to hurt his feelings because I knew how much he loved and cared for me.We had been together since we were 15 and at this point I was 21. I ended up pregnant and felt that I had no choice but to be with him then because I wanted our daughter to grow up the way I did, in a 2 parent home. Shortly after, he proposed and I said yes as to not disappoint our families and him. During our engagement period I cried, a lot . I wasn’t happy and wanted out of the engagement. I kept telling myself this is what God wants for me and to suck it up. We got married, and I have tried to suck it up because my husband is an awesome husband and an amazing father.
Now:About 2 months after getting married, my husband tells me that he no longer believes in Jesus and The Bible, and is really questioning Christianity and God as a whole. We are trying to work through this but he is very condescending when I try to offer solutions to help us. He says he is confused and lost, and doesn’t know what is right and what is wrong.
I know this sounds cruel, but I want to use this as an excuse to divorce and no longer be married to him. I’ve wanted to leave since I was 21, but I didn’t want to hurt his feelings and he was all I’ve ever known, I have become comfortable with him.I was afraid of something new and I was afraid of change. I believe I grew up so early and did not get a chance to truly live my life as a young adult. Does this make me a selfish & unchristian person? Do I stay and accept my decisions ? I am 25 by the way.
Or are you intending to divorce him just because of your religious differences? Is your marriage based on love and commitment to each other, for better or for worse, as you vowed before God on your wedding day, or is your religious belief the only foundation of your marriage?
When I married in 1990, my wife was a "retired Catholic". She believes she is a Christian, although we are not on the same page as I am concerning Christian faith and practice. I am concerned for her soul, and pray for her every day, and trust that my Christian conduct is having an effect on her to bring her closer to Christ. Although she will get involved in the social side of the church, she does not wish to attend the regular worship services. She sees my enthusiastic Christian friends as "being too holy" for her. But the foundation of our marriage is on love and commitment to each other, for better and for worse. We have had our problems and challenges, but we have faced and worked through them together. I have never preached to her, but when she has attended a worship service where I have preached, I have made sure that I preached the pure gospel with a heartfelt plea for sinners to accept Christ.
I take the attitude that God allowed us to be married so that she will be exposed to someone with a genuine Christian faith whose conduct is the same at home as at church. My 27 year old daughter told me one day, "Dad, you're just the same here at home as you are at church!" That means that I have the same wacky sense of humour and non-super-spiritual behaviour at church as at home. I believe that God has brought me into her life in order to get her genuinely saved. The challenge is that she will read me before she reads the Bible.
I think that if you divorce your husband just because he is saying that he no longer believes in God and Christ, that will just confirm to him that you are just the same as the religious ones he sees in church that love only those who agree with their religious views.
You would be much better off if you put his religious (or non-religious) views aside, not make an issue of them, and take yourself to pray privately for his soul, and that the Holy Spirit will work through you so that when he "reads" you, he will see a genuine Christian love for him, and then you may very well win him back to a more genuine and firm faith and love for Christ.
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