Same here. My ministry takes me to to one of the most dangerous places in the world for westerners, but I still don't see a need to arm myself. I have to trust that the military and local police will protect me in those regions. Some places I have an option if I want security provided which I always decline, but unfortunately in some places the local officials make it a requirement. In those cases I intentionally try to distance myself from the soldiers carrying weapons. With or without security though, the locals know how dangerous it is where they live and are always amazed to see an American walking into their villages. I often get asked if I am crazy, but that's always a good door opener for sharing the gospel and telling them who gives me the courage to visit them.
Looking in the book of Acts, it'seems preaching the Word was more important than self defense to the original disciples.
And on that day a great persecution began against the church in Jerusalem, and they were all scattered throughout the regions of Judea and Samaria, except the apostles. Some devout men buried Stephen, and made loud lamentation over him. But Saul began ravaging the church, entering house after house, and dragging off men and women, he would put them in prison. Therefore, those who had been scattered went about preaching the word. (Acts 8:1-4)
I grew up in rural NC, no farm life for me, but my father was a Marine and there were always guns in the house. I have owned guns since I was a teenager and joined the military right out of high school. Even today when I visit military camps doing ministry here in Mindanao I spend time on the range with the soldiers. I'm still a pretty good shot. Not sure what happened with that one round, but from 50 meters all the holes will fit inside a quarter.
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