So recently I've been approached by a female friend of mine who thinks we should be more than friends. Usually I don't have any problem giving a "yes" or "no" answer when I'm approached about things like this, but for some reason I'm having a really hard time deciding this time. I'm not sure where my feelings are at; sometimes I feel I'd rather be single right now, and sometimes I think we'd be good together.
Her beliefs are interesting. She basically has an agnostic stance on the topic of God; that is, she doesn't believe in God, but she believes He could exist. At the same time, she sees the Christian lifestyle as life-bettering and is actively involved in a college ministry.
I was told by someone that I would have to be the spiritual leader in our relationship, but I honestly don't know if I'm able to do that at this moment. I've fallen into some bad old habits, and I've been neglecting God for several months now. I don't know whether it's best to remain single and work on my relationship with God right now or to enter into a relationship with this girl who seems to care a lot about me. How can I tell whether or not God is in support of this relationship, if there is a way to tell? Thanks for reading.