It’s been more than 8years since I left God. I stopped going to church, praying and believing in him. I lived life my way.
Tonight, strangely and suddenly I realised that the heavenly god has never left me, that he has always been watching and loving me. He has been grieving to see me living without him.
I just realised that every achievements in my life so far were made by god, not myself. I also just realised that it was the heavenly god who gave me the strength to overcome all the hardships and tragedies in my life. It was not me.
Tonight he has removed long-standing anxiety and depressive feelings I’ve had. He brought me back to him. This was what I really needed. I can’t feel more relieved and comfortable.. Thank you god. You never give up on me.
Tonight, strangely and suddenly I realised that the heavenly god has never left me, that he has always been watching and loving me. He has been grieving to see me living without him.
I just realised that every achievements in my life so far were made by god, not myself. I also just realised that it was the heavenly god who gave me the strength to overcome all the hardships and tragedies in my life. It was not me.
Tonight he has removed long-standing anxiety and depressive feelings I’ve had. He brought me back to him. This was what I really needed. I can’t feel more relieved and comfortable.. Thank you god. You never give up on me.