Please forgive a sinner like me

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I did something evil i went to paganism and started to pray to a false god I need Jesus my heart is hurt and my mental health is bad my husband is angry anf upset with me for doing the paganism then changing my mind over and over will I go to hell how can I be forgiven is it too late am i lost forever evil knows my name how to get rid of the demons o I hsve casted appon myself i need forgiveness for my sins maybe i should be put to death or lashes on my back am so sorry Jesus help me
 

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Turn to Yahweh (The Creator) by and with and in faith in Jesus.

He is the only one who is able to heal us and to save us, as He Says.

the book of 1st John is Delightful and True! (All Scripture is True)
1st John (all of 5 chapters) may well be a good place to start reading to seek and ask God for His Will and His Purpose TODAY.
 
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There is no fear in God. You are in the Fathers hands and nothing can talk you out of His hands. Fear is not of God.. God does not use fear. So who would tell you your lost or you will not be forgive? Satan and man.. not God. He already died for ALL the sins of the world. He said.. if you confess your sins. HE IS faithful and just to forgive you and cleans you from all unrighteousness.

I read you say sorry to Him..well lets NOT call Him a liar :) Meaning you asked yes? Then KNOW He will KEEP HIS WORD! HE forgave you.. always will. Rejoice.. keep your mind on HIM and He will keep you in perfect peace. Greater is HE that is in you then he thats in the world.

We all sin we all goof up.. just confess it.. and then KNOW HE forgives you. DONT go by what some man says.. sorry.. but only HE is right. What does HIS WORD say? Your HIS! He is in you..HE is for you.. He is not against you.. He is HAPPY with YOU! Go in peace.. IN JESUS Name
 
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Put your faith and trust in the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

The Good news is your sins can be forgiven because Jesus Christ died on the cross for your sins, was buried, and he rose on the third day.

Romans 10:9
That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.

Jesus will redeem you with his blood, and give you eternal life.

John 6:39
39And this is the Father's will which hath sent me, that of all which he hath given me I should lose nothing, but should raise it up again at the last day. 40And this is the will of him that sent me, that every one which seeth the Son, and believeth on him, may have everlasting life: and I will raise him up at the last day.
 
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I did something evil i went to paganism and started to pray to a false god I need Jesus my heart is hurt and my mental health is bad my husband is angry anf upset with me for doing the paganism then changing my mind over and over will I go to hell how can I be forgiven is it too late am i lost forever evil knows my name how to get rid of the demons o I hsve casted appon myself i need forgiveness for my sins maybe i should be put to death or lashes on my back am so sorry Jesus help me

Hebrews 7

Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that come unto God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them.

Isaiah 43:25
I, even I, am He who blots out your transgressions for My own sake; and I will not remember your sins.

Isaiah 55:7
Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts; let him return to the Lord, and He will have mercy on him; and to our God, for He will abundantly pardon.

Isaiah 55:7
Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts; let him return to the Lord, and He will have mercy on him; and to our God, for He will abundantly pardon.
Repent with a sincere heart, accept His forgiveness and begin again.

God Bless.
 
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Hi Lily, it is good to see you.

Just repent and trust God; He is always here. Remember the Parable of the Prodigal Son. Our Lord rejoices like the father when any of us come home to Him.
 
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I did something evil i went to paganism and started to pray to a false god I need Jesus my heart is hurt and my mental health is bad my husband is angry anf upset with me for doing the paganism then changing my mind over and over will I go to hell how can I be forgiven is it too late am i lost forever evil knows my name how to get rid of the demons o I hsve casted appon myself i need forgiveness for my sins maybe i should be put to death or lashes on my back am so sorry Jesus help me
Why are you a Christian seeker and not a Christian?
 
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Am christian but unsure what church i belong to I have been tempted again my head is bad i am bad

Is your husband Christian?
Try the christianityexplored website, they have churches all over the world that a standard evangelical churches who can help you worship and serve God.

Please use either this site or talk to other local committed Christian and attend that church every week untill you change to another church, which you attend every week.
 
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Am christian but unsure what church i belong to I have been tempted again my head is bad i am bad
You belong to the "Body of Christ". This is the Spiritual Church where Jesus Christ of Nazareth is the King in the Kingdom of God. Going to a brick and mortar congregation is where His people meet and congregate.What I am sensing is your walk with Christ is a bit weak right now and that is causing you to fall into sin. Not a new thing for any Christian. The KEY here is to stay steady on the narrow road of righteous behavior.You can not do this alone and God knows that, this is why He sent His Holy Spirit to guild us through the walk with Christ. I believe He is with you as the first step is conviction which you are in right NOW. The second step is to ask Him for help to stay the course and that is repentance, changing your mind from sin. The third is the glorious touch of the Lord keeping you not only on track, but also showing you the way to the truth.
As you get back into the scriptures for guidance, may I also add to your reading list this book. I suggest you listen to it as well. Written by a wise Christian woman from the 19th century.
Blessings

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I did something evil i went to paganism and started to pray to a false god I need Jesus my heart is hurt and my mental health is bad my husband is angry anf upset with me for doing the paganism then changing my mind over and over will I go to hell how can I be forgiven is it too late am i lost forever evil knows my name how to get rid of the demons o I hsve casted appon myself i need forgiveness for my sins maybe i should be put to death or lashes on my back am so sorry Jesus help me

Like all sins.... turn away, stop doing that, come back to what is right.
 
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I did something evil i went to paganism and started to pray to a false god I need Jesus my heart is hurt and my mental health is bad my husband is angry anf upset with me for doing the paganism then changing my mind over and over will I go to hell how can I be forgiven is it too late am i lost forever evil knows my name how to get rid of the demons o I hsve casted appon myself i need forgiveness for my sins maybe i should be put to death or lashes on my back am so sorry Jesus help me

The cross covers our whole life time of sins, when we repent God forgives us. The bible says "God is love", he wants us saved, he does not want us to fall away. The voices of condemnation, and judgment are from the devil, ignore the devil. Trust that God will forgive you. God sees good in you. He will help you.
 
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My husband is christian but he is also pagan he let me do the pagan stuff he says its OK to do this stuff i have ocd and i go from one faith to another i also was encouraged to change my gender from female to male but i dress female now i am my birth gender female the ocd is also making me come here on my phone as my husband is refusing that i use this forum on the pc but he lets me on my phone i want to die he is ill with depression and stressed because i am evil and i upset him with my ocd and other mental health issues sorry i cant get on so much
 
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Lily - you are NOT evil - you are ill and actually I'm sure your husband realises this.

Try and pray - it will help and all your prayer needs, to be is something short - even as little as " Lord help me" .
 
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HE is angry at me for being in this forum i cant stay away from here i need here and the people here so much i want to love Jesus with all my heart but the ocd is making things hard as i keep going from one to the other the abusers one of them my mother messed me up badly i dont think ill ever be well
 
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its not as easy as stopping doing it the ocd makes me change think because i use it as a way of coping stressful things that have happened in my life feelings i cant express because of borderline personality disorder and bipolar am on meds but the meds can only do so much am on the waiting list for DBT but am in the uk and have to go on the nhs as i cant afford my own health care
i cant work because of my mental health and i cant go places on my own due to it being so bad
 
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