We love you and care about you and now you have us praying for you.
And I consider how I myself can create my own inappropriate contentography, in my mind, right while I am in church or the supermarket. And the women I see in real life often are much more beautiful than models on TV and in certain inappropriate content I have seen. But it isn't loving those women!!!! Jesus wants us to love and tenderly care for and pray His blessing to each woman we see or imagine; love does not have us using any woman.
So, since inappropriate content on the screen or in the mind is directly against real love, I can see why inappropriate content using can help to make a man unable or less able to genuinely love and relate well with his wife. Because the spiritual degradation of the inappropriate content can work overtime while we are not actually doing the screen or imagination stuff.
Also, it has our attention away from God.
And our character makes us able to give in to this. So, we need to seek God Himself to truly correct our nature > James 4:7, Hebrews 12:4-11, 1 John 4:17, James 5:16. And with this enjoy discovering how we become able to relate in His love.
And feed on how the Bible says to relate in love, including >
"Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, clamor, and evil speaking be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you." (Ephesians 4:31-32)
As you get away from screen inappropriate content, now you also will need to stay clear of eyeballing women at church and work and in the stores, and love and care for each one. Plus, we need to become strong against arguing and complaining and other things which also are anti-love >
"Do all things without complaining and disputing, that you may become blameless and harmless, children of God without fault in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation," (in Philippians 2:13-16).
So, really, you need to do what we all need to be doing. So, get more into caring about the rest of us, and do not get isolated with your own problems as though you are the only one who needs correction.