- Mar 19, 2018
- 23
- 13
- 114
- Country
- American Samoa
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Married
I can't seem to stop creating. I am a very creative person. Ideas pour out of me like water. And they are not part of my job. I spend a lot of time on my job creating instead of doing the work I've been assigned. I can't stand not creating. And I know this is theft. It is a sin. What do I do? The things I create could be valuable to millions of people. I have created major breakthroughs in my field. And yet I do not get to use most of these on my job (I do get to use a few). I just keep creating.
Should I look for a new job? If I do, I have Asperger's and I have done this many times and have never found a job that uses my creativity, so I keep stealing no matter what job I get. I could brain damage myself and stop creating, but that wouldn't do anyone any good. I think God created me to create and yet I don't see a way to do it without stealing. What do I do? What should I even pray for?
Should I look for a new job? If I do, I have Asperger's and I have done this many times and have never found a job that uses my creativity, so I keep stealing no matter what job I get. I could brain damage myself and stop creating, but that wouldn't do anyone any good. I think God created me to create and yet I don't see a way to do it without stealing. What do I do? What should I even pray for?