I hear you, but now you have the problem of "who" is baptizing you. Let's see, my pastor baptized me, and he was the one that authorized my mother to beat me with 8 feet of garden hose. I was only a little boy.
My father baptized my older brother, but, my father has attempted murder three times against my former step-mother, beat my mother on their wedding night in the shower, and he also threatened to murder his own father as well as went to the very church (shall I go on and on and on?), where I was baptized and where he baptized his eldest son, to murder our pastor with his gun.
I am saved through a pastor that authorized my mother to illegally beat me? Is my older brother saved through the man that attempted murder and paid a gay man a monthly installment to take me when I was only 14 years old? And this man, by the way, wanted me sexually. Unbelievable.
Sorry, God does not honor these people, in my deepest of opinion. BTW: the water did nothing for my two brothers. They're total heathens, still.
Was he righteous when he baptized you? Had he repented of his sins that day before doing it? Did he have faith in God? Does he still? That is up to God to decide, but so long as the person baptizing believes on the Lord and his name then the baptism is valid on his end and the baptism is valid on your end by your own faith.
Here are all the steps required before and during baptism. The First 5 and number 8 pertains to our faith in Christ, his name, and what we must believe to be saved. 6-7 is what we must do to be forgiven. 9-10 is about the baptism iteself being fully immersed in water and baptized in the single name of Christ and not just his titles.
1. In order to saved you must first believe on Yahshua the Christ
John 3:3,15-18,35-36
Acts 16:31-33
John 6:47
John 5:24
John 14:1
Romans 10:8-9
Hebrews 11:6
Acts 10:43
1 John 5:4-13
Mark 16:16
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2. We must believe that Christ was God manifest in the Flesh
1 Timothy 3:16
Collosians 2:8-9
John 1:1,14
John 8:28
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3. Must believe Christ lived a sinless life
1 Peter 2:22
2 Corinthians 5:21
Hebrews 4:15
1 John 3:5
1 Peter 1:18-19
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4. Must belive Christ died for all mans sins
Luke 1:77
Acts 13:38
Hebrews 10:16-18
Luke 24:45-47
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5. We must believe he raised himself from the Grave on the Third day
John 2:19-21
John 10:17-18
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6. We must repent of all our past sins and ask the Lord for forgiveness in the name of Yahshua the Christ
Luke 24:45-47
Acts 2:36-39
Luke 3:2-4,18-21
Matt 4:17
Revelation 3:19
Acts 17:30
Luke 15:7,10
Mark 1:4,15
Luke 5:32
Matt 9:13
Acts 8:16,19
Acts 10:43, 48
Acts 19:5
Acts 22:16
1 Cor 1:13
1 John 1:8-10
Acts 13:24
1 Cor 12:13
13 For by one Spirit are we all baptized into one body, whether we be Jews or Gentiles, whether we be bond or free; and have been all made to drink into one Spirit.
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7. We must forgive all those who have sinned against us or we will not be forgiven
Matthew 6:14-6:15
Matthew 18:15,21-22
Colossians 3:12-13
2 Corinthians 2:7-11
Ephesians 4:32
Mark 11:25-26
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8. One name given under heaven given unto man by which they may be saved, Yahshua the Christ
Acts 4:10-12
Matt 28:18-20
Acts 10:48
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9. Baptized into Christ's death and born again into everlasting life
Romans 6:3-11
John 3:2-7
Galatians 2:19-20
Colossians 2:10-15,19-23
1 John 5:5-8
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10. Must be Baptized in the Name of Yahshua the Christ Alone for forgiveness and remission of Sins
Matthew 28:19-20
Acts 2:38
Acts 19:5
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