- Feb 25, 2006
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I'm trying to build myself up but, over the very recent passing of my cousin that happened unexpectedly, that is just building up on other things right now.
My cousin's passing, added to what had happened 9 months ago w/ my ex, is all just building up inside of me. Plus, my dad came to me a half hour ago and said, if anything happens to your mom and me while we're flying down to Fl on Fri speech.... I can't deal w/ all this added stress in my life.
I had actually been thinking of going on that flight w/ my parents and my aunt/uncles friends because I really wanted to go, before my mom brought something up to me about staying home, I had a thought to just stay home. Premonition that something bad was going to happen on that flight?!? i hope not. But, my mom also mentioned about me staying home bc true, i need to take care of my dog. She's never been in a kennel her entire life (well, as a pup she grew up in one), but, i don't want to traumatize her so, I'm staying home to be w/ her.
I need to stay busy. Too much worrying, too much doubt --- too much negativity.
My cousin's passing, added to what had happened 9 months ago w/ my ex, is all just building up inside of me. Plus, my dad came to me a half hour ago and said, if anything happens to your mom and me while we're flying down to Fl on Fri speech.... I can't deal w/ all this added stress in my life.
I had actually been thinking of going on that flight w/ my parents and my aunt/uncles friends because I really wanted to go, before my mom brought something up to me about staying home, I had a thought to just stay home. Premonition that something bad was going to happen on that flight?!? i hope not. But, my mom also mentioned about me staying home bc true, i need to take care of my dog. She's never been in a kennel her entire life (well, as a pup she grew up in one), but, i don't want to traumatize her so, I'm staying home to be w/ her.
I need to stay busy. Too much worrying, too much doubt --- too much negativity.