I want to do something worthwhile with my life. I live in a house made of bricks that I have to pay £1400 a month for including to heat it up, just to keep me warm and pay for water so I can be clean. Go to work, come home, eat, sleep. It's the same thing every day. My youngest daughter is 16 and at college and she lives with me. I ask the Lord to use me. I have been asking for many years. I want it to be from the Lord though and not someone suggesting I volunteer my time for some charity. I have volunteered my time many times here in the UK but that wasn't for the Lord. I have always known that God would use me one day to help others. We all strive to be like Jesus but are we really striving to be like Him. It's easy to preach but we need to practise it also. Going to church on a Sunday for 90 minutes doesn't do anything for me except feel separated from the ones who think they are better than others. Church is just another building to me with a man who preaches who studied theology. It's never really from the heart and it's frustrating. My church was a standard church building, and they went and spent £1.2 million pounds for an extension so they can have more tables to eat and yet half a mile down the road the homeless were begging for something to eat. It's all wrong. Lord send me where you want me, away from greed. There is nothing fair or equal about this world.
From a book IAM all there is by Richard Grant.
Every condition of my life reflects my thinking
All apparent motion is powered and balanced by an equal and opposite reaction - in most cases the reaction is invisible. That reaction is a fulfillment of Law. For every reaction is within its action. Man is not aware of the fact that as he gives attention to one half of the cycle he powers the other half. As I become less body-conscious and more mindconscious, I can see more clearly how I create the traumas in my life. The time has come when I must learn that I live in a Cosmic Electronic Vacuum Tube of invisibility, as a mental Being where I project my actions from that vacuum condition to manifest my creative desires. All of the Creator’s imaginings are expressed as vibration, cycles of motion
While ever I enjoy the pleasures of this body-sensed universe, I will never know WHO I AM.
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My wife Elva gave me lovely lesson in acceptance when our marriage was going through a bit of a tough spot, I said to her, “Elva if you could just accept me just the way I am, we could have a lovely marriage.” She replied, “But you do not accept me.” When I asked what she meant by that, she said, “You do not accept my non-acceptance of you.” Oh boy she had me there.
Man cannot acquire wealth without creating an equal and opposite amount of poverty.
All matter is Mind in motion and has no measure, intelligence, or energy or consciousness. My car and my body or the kitchen table are only an idea, this idea is never created it appears and disappears as cycles of motion. This body called Richard appears and disappears about sixty five times a minute, to put it another way, Richard’s body lives and dies sixty five times a minute. To think this body can do anything when it has no consciousness or intelligence is an illusion. As I have come to this realization that all creation must take place in the imaginary world of consciousness, and imagine
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what I will and know that I already have it. Form this level all concepts of, ‘you, me and self’ disappear, for I AM all there is. As my human intellect unfolds, it gradually sees the universe simply, and I become less confused as I become more aware of the reality of Mind and less dependent on motion.
A CAUSE cannot exist without being followed by its EFFECT.
