Hello.
As long as I can remember, I have been attracted to other men. I have never told anyone, but I have prayed about it thousands of times, and I believe that the Lord has helped me not to act upon it. However, I recently met a boy whom I just feel different about. He has flirted a bit with me, and although I have tried treating him as a normal friend, I just can't help having these feelings about him.
I am really scared I will act upon them because the feelings are so strong, and sometimes seem more important to me than the word of God.
I am currently 16 years old and I am already struggling. How can I stick to the word of God for the rest of my life?
Praise God that you have the heart to follow God's word and to live a God-pleasing life. 2 Timothy 2:22 would be a good answer to your question:
Now flee from youthful lusts and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, with those who call on the Lord from a pure heart. (2 Timothy 2:22 NASB)
Apostle Paul didn't advise Timothy to fight against youthful lusts, but to
flee from them. That's exactly what Joseph did when his master's wife tried to seduce him. He left his garment in her hand and
fled, and went outside. (Genesis 39:12)
So there are three steps in 2 Timothy 2:22:
(1) Avoid any situation that would lead us into temptation, to
flee from them.
(2) Focus on the things that God wants us to do - to pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace.
(3) Do these things together with
those who call on the Lord from a pure heart - who we are with is important.
We are to live in the world but not belong to the world. In this life, we will face temptations, the only way to overcome them is to walk by the Holy Spirit.
But I say, walk by the Spirit, and you will not carry out the desire of the flesh. For the flesh sets its desire against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh; for these are in opposition to one another, so that you may not do the things that you please. But if you are led by the Spirit, you are not under the Law. Now the deeds of the flesh are evident, which are: immorality, impurity, sensuality, idolatry, sorcery, enmities, strife, jealousy, outbursts of anger, disputes, dissensions, factions, envying, drunkenness, carousing, and things like these, of which I forewarn you, just as I have forewarned you, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God. But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law. Now those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires.
If we live by the Spirit, let us also walk by the Spirit. (Galatians 5:16-25 NASB)
Even though you still have many years to go at the age of 16, as you practice godliness more and more as you grow in Christ, your experience will grow too. Like you said, God has helped you not to act upon the lusts. He will always be there to help you as you need Him. All you need to do is to submit to Him and to depend on Him.
Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. (James 4:7 NASB)