I'm scared I committed the unpardonable sin

Blood Bought said:

I relentlessly and continue to do; study and meditate on God's true nature; who He Is; I continue to probe the depths of His love, what He was like; what the New Covenant really is and how it is different from the Old Covenant. I resisted the devil like crazy; I renewed my mind; I took every thought Captive. I am learning how to let go of the past and forget about it. I studied the depths and full meaning of what the Grace of God really means. Basically I relentlessly fought to find the truth; and the truth will set you free. The Truth is fully understanding what relationship you have with God.

Oh I forgot the most important part - I started focusing on fulfilling Gods Calling on my life instead of dwelling on my own problems.

Funny - you will find the problems we face are not actually problems (because they are not reality); the biggest problem is the attention we give to these imaginary problems. When your mind gets off the imaginary problem (in your case - that you blasphemed the Holy Spirit; which is 100% a lie); and put on Gods purposes for your life instead (for me it was to witness, encourage, help, and disciple others); then the devil has lost his power; and after enough time goes by - He will leave.

When you get your mind off your problems and put your mind on trusting and being a part of God's Purposes and Mission; I have found this scripture never fails to be a reality.

You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on you: because he trusts in you. Isaiah 26:3

When your Mind is 100% stayed on God and Trusts in Gods plan; He will keep you at perfect peace. So if you want peace in your life then you need to actively be working to get your mind off your problems; and onto trusting in Gods Plan for you. This is a process for everybody - but it should be something we all strive for.

But you need someone to help you walk you through it; so you don't end up like me and stumble around for three years, before you start gaining some victory. I have many of the answers to help you; because I was on the brink of going nuts; and now I am moving forward in His Grace! Let me Help you

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Blood Bought said:

Just email me rev12.11@aol.com , me and my wife need to talk with you.

It’s good to read, but you need to hear someone’s voice, especially since you have the tendency to read too far into things, right now because your in such a panic.

You need some counseling and a lot of study on God’s true nature and His loving character. I’d give you my phone number but I don’t want to post it publicly. So email me rev12.11@aol.com

If you don’t want to talk with me, then please get some sort of counseling. All your attacks are because you don’t know how forgiving and loving is, if you knew that you would not fear, because you would see that people did far worse things than you and were forgiven with no problem when they repented. You did repent and God forgives you.

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Blood Bought said:

Well God does love you.

You HAVE to determine in your mind your not going to believe the lies. No matter how you feel you have to determine in your heart you are only going to believe what God says about you, and everything else is a lie.

In reality it’s not the thoughts that are sinful, they are not your thoughts.

However the problem is how attention you give the thoughts.

You have to break this cycle, I had ocd extremely bad too, you would be surprised how quickly your mind can heal if you can get your mind straight for like 30 days.

But you will never get over this until you take the first step and that is to believe Gods word about you, despite how you feel.

I know that is hard, but I know from experience that is the first step. If you need help you can always reach out to me. You really need someone who can speak reaffirming words to you, and constantly encourage you until you are strong enough to stand on your own two feet.

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