- Jul 4, 2018
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I thought I was doing good and abstaining from certain sins. I know no one is perfect and we all sin. This week it's been so hard for me and I finally caved into a certain sin yesterday and today. It's stressing me out because it's been a long time since I have done these things. I am really reading a lot of the Bible lately, probably more than I ever have however my prayer has been lacking. When I felt tempted I prayed but I succumbed to the temptation and I feel really sad about it. I asked God for help and I don't know why this is happening to me.
I feel weak and I am so mad for giving in. I need help idk what to do anyone have advice? I asked God, maybe he can use one of you to help me.
After proof reading this, I'm thinking maybe I'm relying too much on myself and focusing too much on works rather than trusting God fully? Idk how do I fully trust and surrender? When I get to the point of being so broke that's when I surrender and God uplifts me but I don't want to have to be like that for me to fully surrender!
I feel weak and I am so mad for giving in. I need help idk what to do anyone have advice? I asked God, maybe he can use one of you to help me.
After proof reading this, I'm thinking maybe I'm relying too much on myself and focusing too much on works rather than trusting God fully? Idk how do I fully trust and surrender? When I get to the point of being so broke that's when I surrender and God uplifts me but I don't want to have to be like that for me to fully surrender!