- Aug 8, 2018
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I've found that God has answered my prayers in a number of ways, such as through dreams, other people, sermons, etc. But usually when I ask him questions (about his will, help understanding scripture, etc.) they are answered through the radio (radio bible studies/sermons).
I am feeling a bit wary about it because in the past, I was involved in the occult (tarot cards) and was deceived by a spirit who pretended to be God, and this reminds me a lot of that in some ways. When I did tarot cards, I had a specific way of getting answers, I could ask a question and immediately get an answer. When I realized they were occult and forbidden by the bible, I ceased tarot cards completely and anything occult to my awareness. But now I have been listening to the radio a lot in order to learn, because even though I've read the whole NT, I still don't understand a lot of it, and I don't always know how to apply it to my life. I pray and ask for help understanding things, and sometimes as soon as I turn on the radio, the answer is right there, the first words I hear. Sometimes this will happen several times in one day.
I've never heard of the radio being a form of occult or divination, but it feels similar to me. Am I right to be wary? I've tried the test from 1 John 4:2-3, I've asked for him to confess that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh if it truly is God answering my prayers through the radio. I listened and didn't hear that, but what I heard instead was a sermon about doubting Thomas.
"So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord.” But he said to them, “Unless I see in his hands the mark of the nails, and place my finger into the mark of the nails, and place my hand into his side, I will never believe.”" (John 20:25)
I mean, that's pretty much what I'm doing. I'm saying "Unless I hear you say those words, I won't believe it's you." But I don't know, it just seems too good to be true. Who gets verbally answered prayers like this? Is this normal? I've wanted this so much, to be able to have this kind of relationship with God, with communication. But now that I have it, I'm just not sure about it because I've never heard of anyone else experiencing this.
I am feeling a bit wary about it because in the past, I was involved in the occult (tarot cards) and was deceived by a spirit who pretended to be God, and this reminds me a lot of that in some ways. When I did tarot cards, I had a specific way of getting answers, I could ask a question and immediately get an answer. When I realized they were occult and forbidden by the bible, I ceased tarot cards completely and anything occult to my awareness. But now I have been listening to the radio a lot in order to learn, because even though I've read the whole NT, I still don't understand a lot of it, and I don't always know how to apply it to my life. I pray and ask for help understanding things, and sometimes as soon as I turn on the radio, the answer is right there, the first words I hear. Sometimes this will happen several times in one day.
I've never heard of the radio being a form of occult or divination, but it feels similar to me. Am I right to be wary? I've tried the test from 1 John 4:2-3, I've asked for him to confess that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh if it truly is God answering my prayers through the radio. I listened and didn't hear that, but what I heard instead was a sermon about doubting Thomas.
"So the other disciples told him, “We have seen the Lord.” But he said to them, “Unless I see in his hands the mark of the nails, and place my finger into the mark of the nails, and place my hand into his side, I will never believe.”" (John 20:25)
I mean, that's pretty much what I'm doing. I'm saying "Unless I hear you say those words, I won't believe it's you." But I don't know, it just seems too good to be true. Who gets verbally answered prayers like this? Is this normal? I've wanted this so much, to be able to have this kind of relationship with God, with communication. But now that I have it, I'm just not sure about it because I've never heard of anyone else experiencing this.