- Aug 10, 2018
- 2
- 15
- 23
- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Private
Why am I suffering so much racism as a black woman. People constantly treat me bad first for being modest and treating me horrible for not wearing makeup. I deal with older and younger racist people treating me like trash. Being called ugly for being modest and being treated like dirt. Having people making fun of my my appearance and males calling me ugly. I have suffered nothing but complete torture moving to California. The people here are extremely judgemental to the extreme and I’m losing my mind. And because my hair is damaged and I always wear it in a bun and the fact that I cut is very short people have the nerve to make fun of how I look. Saying I look masculine and ugly. Making fun of my acne scars. Saying I have a masculine face. I’m sick of life and I am ready to die. I can’t go through trying to live like this. Why do I have to suffer for my appearance. I didn’t choose to have acne and damaged hair. I didn’t choose to have a flat bony body. I didn’t choose to look so much like a boy.