Glad to find these forums! Hope to spend alot of time here. Anyways guys lately i have really been struggling in my faith and was hoping i could get some prayers/advice - ive lost the "fire" i guess ucould say over the past year or so. I cant seem to sit and get into God's word like i need to. Ive skipped church quite often lately as well. I stopped going to a weekly bible study about a year ago because it wasnt helping me in my faith,wasnt answering my questions,and im just not much of a people person like i used to be. Ive had some struggles with anger. Sometimes when really angry ill say the Lord's name in vain in the worst wAy. Ive found myself even questioning the bible as why are there so many books removed and "hidden",etc. is the bible true and how do i know 100%. I was saved when i was 9 yrs old but not sure if it was sincere. Over the years ive broken down and asked Christ to come into my heart and change me. I feel changed for the better in some ways. But some ways i feel worse. This past sunday at church even my pastor said during the sermon that once youre saved u never feel the same again. I want to get back in the word and grow and KNOW im just tired of not knowing if i am and feeling like i can never know. Not sure if any of u have gone thro anything like this but if anyone has any advice id sure appreciate it! Thank u!
