JAM2b
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What caused this, if you ask her, is that she was bored and lonely. I got really busy with work last year so I was absent for longer than usual. She is a house maker without much to do so with me being gone, she was more bored than usual. Things were getting better started this year, before what lead to the separation, and I explained to her things were going to get better still, but she was too set in her ways and too consumed by the temptations of new experiences to return. I pleaded for about a month (before she did anything beyond talking) and eventually gave her an ultimatum; stay faithful or separation. You already know what she picked. We separated. I blame myself for her boredom and loneliness. I blame her for giving in to the temptation and breaking our marriage. We have discussed this before and we agree on this “assignment” of blame, not that assignment of blame has ever helped anyone..
Boredom and loneliness is just a copout and not a very good one. A grown adult is capable of finding things to make them not feel bored or lonely without sleeping around. There are plenty of things to take interest in and many kinds of relationships to fill loneliness without betraying your spouse. You were working (assuming to provide for her and your son), and maybe you could have been home more or maybe not. While you were doing a responsible and productive thing her boredom was not your problem. You were busy providing for her. In return, she cheats on you? No one causes another person's sin. Each person is accountable for their own choices. Do not let her blame your busy-ness on her intentional, premeditated sin. She could have put all the effort into doing something else that would not have harmed your marriage and family. Don't let her use anything to excuse her behavior. There is no excuse for being unfaithful in a marriage.
If you are going to forgive her, then do it out of the kindness and love from your heart and because God commands that we do, not because she was bored or lonely while you were working.
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