I need prayer. I am fasting for Lent. I gave up meat, which is fine. But I am also not consuming anything but water every Friday. I have been doing fine with it in terms of not breaking the fast, but today I stepped back and realized something. . . I have almost completely stopped eating again, every day.
I say again because I used to suffer from eating disorders. I feel like I am giving up if I break the fast, because it is just one day a week, but I know that I need to eat more. This makes me really question if my motives in this fast are entirely pure, or if I am just looking for an exuse not to eat.
Any prayer?
Any advice?
PLEASE let me know, I need strength right now to do whatever it is I should do......
I say again because I used to suffer from eating disorders. I feel like I am giving up if I break the fast, because it is just one day a week, but I know that I need to eat more. This makes me really question if my motives in this fast are entirely pure, or if I am just looking for an exuse not to eat.
Any prayer?
Any advice?
PLEASE let me know, I need strength right now to do whatever it is I should do......