- Jul 5, 2005
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I honestly think one of the biggest reasons why I struggle so much is I don't feel like people understand. They don't get me, my way of thinking, my triggers, and their response is usually harsh. It's tough love. I don't have anyone in my life who will just sit me down and talk with me with compassion and caring.
Being bipolar doesn't matter to them. My motives are constantly judged. I can't stand it anymore.
The world doesn't understand how we constantly make dumb decisions and in our manic state, we have no idea what we're doing or saying wrong. It adds to the regular panic attacks and lack of sleep that just makes life almost unbearable at times.
I know it's not easy for other people, but I'm tired of being gossiped about rather than someone having enough care to actually converse with me.
I was reading a blog from others who struggle with the same things. I'm trying really hard to be a good person, a good friend, to serve and love, but it's hard when you have a bad reputation from mistakes and struggles you've had.
Anyone else deal with this? How do you handle it?
Being bipolar doesn't matter to them. My motives are constantly judged. I can't stand it anymore.
The world doesn't understand how we constantly make dumb decisions and in our manic state, we have no idea what we're doing or saying wrong. It adds to the regular panic attacks and lack of sleep that just makes life almost unbearable at times.
I know it's not easy for other people, but I'm tired of being gossiped about rather than someone having enough care to actually converse with me.
I was reading a blog from others who struggle with the same things. I'm trying really hard to be a good person, a good friend, to serve and love, but it's hard when you have a bad reputation from mistakes and struggles you've had.
Anyone else deal with this? How do you handle it?