So for a while now I keep having these thoughts in my mind that I’m going to hell or I’ve sold my soul. I always try to tell myself no and pray right then but the thought comes back. I’ve had many nights where I just can’t sleep because I’m so scared. Some days I even find myself repeating “please lord” in my head for protection. Every time I pray I still feel scared after. How do I get better? Am I going to hell?