I need help, serious help.

JadienCF · May 27, 2018

Hey, I’ve been dealing with an issue for a while now. I‘m scared mabye I commited the unpardonable sin of which Jesus spoke of. I thought somethings that, yeah I’m NOT proud of. I’m scared that mabye I have broken a relationship with God. I have been told that “this sin is not duplicatable today”, “the only unforgivable sin is denying the conviction of the Holy Spirit” or “This sin is verbal and cannot be commited in one’s mind.” Are any of these things true? I know of what Jesus said about it but now I’m generally confused. I’m scared that I’m going to hell. I’m scared I have lost the Holy Spirit. Today where I live it started to rain and thunder. I thought God was mad at me and that’s why it was raining and thundering. No matter what people tell me about this sin I don’t seem to believe it, I’ve seen so many things on the internet about this twisted around. I can’t seem to “get up” and move on with my life. I CANNOT stop thinking about this, I wake up, I think about it, I go to bed, I think about it. I think everything. I. do. is. SIN! This is the first time in my life that I had some sort of worry like this. I want to curl up in a ball and cry. Am I just going mentally insane? Well, whatever it is, I need help.

JAM2b · May 27, 2018

I believe the only unforgivable sin is not believing Jesus is God's Son, and that grieving the Holy Spirit means ignoring his calling or personal revelation to you about that to seek salvation and turn to the Lord, or rejecting his conviction that Jesus is the savior. As far any other sin conviction, people violate that daily and still walk with the Lord. None of us are obedient 100% of the time.

Just pray to God about it. Ask for his help and guidance. Confess the sins you are aware and ask for forgiveness. I feel very confident that you will receive it.

Zackuth · May 27, 2018

Trust me, if you had done something to break your relationship with God you wouldn’t be worried or upset as you are. God gave His Son to die for us and secure forgiveness and eternal life and with that level of sacrifice God is not going to just throw someone away. Whatever you have done, your remorse has shown God you’re sorry for what you have done.

Because God has forgiven your sins, He will not be mad at you for anything you have done. God not only forgives the sin, He forgets the sin. All punishment for sins was taken by Christ on the cross, God will not punish two for the same sin, you’re in the clear.

You need to talk to your pastor or other trusted Christian friend and not look to the internet. As great a source of information as it is, there are many unhelpful sites. Stick to those people in your church or family, or better still remember John 3:16-17, “For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, so that whosoever believeth in Him will not perish but have everlasting life”.

God has forgiven you, the problem is that you haven’t forgiven yourself.

JadienCF · May 27, 2018

JAM2b said:
I believe the only unforgivable sin is not believing Jesus is God's Son, and that grieving the Holy Spirit means ignoring his calling or personal revelation to you about that to seek salvation and turn to the Lord, or rejecting his conviction that Jesus is the savior. As far any other sin conviction, people violate that daily and still walk with the Lord. None of us are obedient 100% of the time.

Just pray to God about it. Ask for his help and guidance. Confess the sins you are aware and ask for forgiveness. I feel very confident that you will receive it.

Not trying to doubt anyone here but this takes confusion to a new level, "Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either in this age or in the age to come"

4x4toy · May 27, 2018

JadienCF said:
Hey, I’ve been dealing with an issue for a while now. I‘m scared mabye I commited the unpardonable sin of which Jesus spoke of. I thought somethings that, yeah I’m NOT proud of. I’m scared that mabye I have broken a relationship with God. I have been told that “this sin is not duplicatable today”, “the only unforgivable sin is denying the conviction of the Holy Spirit” or “This sin is verbal and cannot be commited in one’s mind.” Are any of these things true? I know of what Jesus said about it but now I’m generally confused. I’m scared that I’m going to hell. I’m scared I have lost the Holy Spirit. Today where I live it started to rain and thunder. I thought God was mad at me and that’s why it was raining and thundering. No matter what people tell me about this sin I don’t seem to believe it, I’ve seen so many things on the internet about this twisted around. I can’t seem to “get up” and move on with my life. I CANNOT stop thinking about this, I wake up, I think about it, I go to bed, I think about it. I think everything. I. do. is. SIN! This is the first time in my life that I had some sort of worry like this. I want to curl up in a ball and cry. Am I just going mentally insane? Well, whatever it is, I need help.

I'd say you've been playing games with God and he has fired a shot across your bow to quit being lukewarm .. Hebrews 12:10-14 .. Use your motivation to get in the Word and be determined to go forward with Jesus Bro .. Sounds like you've wandered into the enemies camp but fear not , the Lord is with you even though the walk back may take a while as you renew your mind in Christ .. Prayers that you put your foot down and return to God and receive peace in Jesus name ''Be still and know he is God'' .. Be an over comer .. :oldthumbsup:

1am3laine · May 27, 2018

JadienCF said:
Hey, I’ve been dealing with an issue for a while now. I‘m scared mabye I commited the unpardonable sin of which Jesus spoke of. I thought somethings that, yeah I’m NOT proud of. I’m scared that mabye I have broken a relationship with God. I have been told that “this sin is not duplicatable today”, “the only unforgivable sin is denying the conviction of the Holy Spirit” or “This sin is verbal and cannot be commited in one’s mind.” Are any of these things true? I know of what Jesus said about it but now I’m generally confused. I’m scared that I’m going to hell. I’m scared I have lost the Holy Spirit. Today where I live it started to rain and thunder. I thought God was mad at me and that’s why it was raining and thundering. No matter what people tell me about this sin I don’t seem to believe it, I’ve seen so many things on the internet about this twisted around. I can’t seem to “get up” and move on with my life. I CANNOT stop thinking about this, I wake up, I think about it, I go to bed, I think about it. I think everything. I. do. is. SIN! This is the first time in my life that I had some sort of worry like this. I want to curl up in a ball and cry. Am I just going mentally insane? Well, whatever it is, I need help.

I want to reassure you that MANY people have suffered what you have. Long as you don't agree with the thoughts then they are not yours. (2 corinthians 10:5)
With much prayer, fasting, and getting hands laid on you by Holy Spirit filled people the blasphemous thoughts do go away. They call it OCD Scrupulosity.

These videos below can help.

Plus this link below can help
The Secrets of The Gospel: How to overcome fear of Matt 12:31-32!

Kevin Snow · May 27, 2018

Please listen to me. I have gone through this and am recovering from having my mind split in half. I went through such hardships and lack of sleep and eating that my mind broke and I struggled with blasphemous thoughts. But God has sustained me through it and I am slowly coming out of pure insanity.

Don't be afraid. God is greater than all. He is able to rescue you and keep you until that day. Only let him be God in your life. Do not submit to fear and do not practice your sin. Turn from those things and throw yourself to God.

There is forgiveness in Jesus Christ. Let God decide what he will do with you and throw yourself to him.

Then David said to Gad, “I am in great distress. Let us fall into the hand of the Lord, for his mercy is great; but let me not fall into the hand of man.” ~2 Samuel 24:14

I will pray for you. Remember it depends on God not on man, or you.

Job3315 · May 27, 2018

JadienCF said:
Hey, I’ve been dealing with an issue for a while now. I‘m scared mabye I commited the unpardonable sin of which Jesus spoke of. I thought somethings that, yeah I’m NOT proud of. I’m scared that mabye I have broken a relationship with God. I have been told that “this sin is not duplicatable today”, “the only unforgivable sin is denying the conviction of the Holy Spirit” or “This sin is verbal and cannot be commited in one’s mind.” Are any of these things true? I know of what Jesus said about it but now I’m generally confused. I’m scared that I’m going to hell. I’m scared I have lost the Holy Spirit. Today where I live it started to rain and thunder. I thought God was mad at me and that’s why it was raining and thundering. No matter what people tell me about this sin I don’t seem to believe it, I’ve seen so many things on the internet about this twisted around. I can’t seem to “get up” and move on with my life. I CANNOT stop thinking about this, I wake up, I think about it, I go to bed, I think about it. I think everything. I. do. is. SIN! This is the first time in my life that I had some sort of worry like this. I want to curl up in a ball and cry. Am I just going mentally insane? Well, whatever it is, I need help.

You may think you stopped God’s love for you. My friend, you are not that powerful.

1am3laine · May 27, 2018

Kevin Snow said:
Please listen to me. I have gone through this and am recovering from having my mind split in half. I went through such hardships and lack of sleep and eating that my mind broke and I struggled with blasphemous thoughts. But God has sustained me through it and I am slowly coming out of pure insanity.

Don't be afraid. God is greater than all. He is able to rescue you and keep you until that day. Only let him be God in your life. Do not submit to fear and do not practice your sin. Turn from those things and throw yourself to God.

There is forgiveness in Jesus Christ. Let God decide what he will do with you and throw yourself to him.

Then David said to Gad, “I am in great distress. Let us fall into the hand of the Lord, for his mercy is great; but let me not fall into the hand of man.” ~2 Samuel 24:14

I will pray for you. Remember it depends on God not on man, or you.

These blasphemous thoughts can cause EXTREME pain but the more you pray, fast, and get hands laid on you by Holy Spirit filled people the more it will subside.
Speak against those thoughts with the name of JESUS. ( 2 corinthians 10:5 )
Many have gone through what you have and worst.

A_Thinker · May 27, 2018

1am3laine said:
I want to reassure you that MANY people have suffered what you have. Long as you don't agree with the thoughts then they are not yours. (2 corinthians 10:5)

Very important point !!!

It is our ATTITUDE toward God that matters, ... not random thoughts that flit across our minds ...

JadienCF · May 27, 2018

4x4toy said:
I'd say you've been playing games with God and he has fired a shot across your bow to quit being lukewarm ..

I don’t fully understand what do you mean?

Serving Zion · May 28, 2018

JadienCF said:
Not trying to doubt anyone here but this takes confusion to a new level, "Anyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either in this age or in the age to come"

This is because the son of man is a physical person who walks and talks. That means that allegations can be made by those who know only the physical realm, of their suspicion based on what they don't know for sure. They can be forgiven because they would have an opportunity to repent when the truth informs them of their error.

A spirit is eternal, so if someone is claiming to recognise spirits and then blasphemes The Holy Spirit, they can never escape the fact that they looked right at The Holy Spirit and lied.

In Him is no darkness. Whereas those who do not have spiritual perception can only judge the carnal realm, and many of Jesus' accusers were those - Saul's not yet Paul's.

This page can help you think more about it.

Radagast · May 28, 2018

JadienCF said:
Hey, I’ve been dealing with an issue for a while now. I‘m scared mabye I commited the unpardonable sin of which Jesus spoke of.

No, you haven't. People that worry about this never have.

JadienCF · May 28, 2018

So even if I did say some things in my mind I didn't do it?

1am3laine · May 28, 2018

JadienCF said:
So even if I did say some things in my mind I didn't do it?

Did you agree to the blasphemous thoughts that entered your mind? If NOT then your still able to be forgiven. (2 corinthians 10:5)

JadienCF · May 28, 2018

1am3laine said:
Did you agree to the blasphemous thoughts that entered your mind? If NOT then your still able to be forgiven. (2 corinthians 10:5)

I do NOT agree with them, these thoughts just randomly pop up and say things. I don't know if it's me or something else.

4x4toy · May 28, 2018

JadienCF said:
So even if I did say some things in my mind I didn't do it?

I think what everyone is telling you is you are experiencing the reality of satanic spirits flying at your mind . You must renew your carnal mind with the Word of God .. Faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God .. We confess from our heart the Word with our mouths, not our mind because they can be in conflict like you're experiencing .. Notice how the devil tempted Jesus and how Jesus shut the devil down .. Jesus knew the Word and he knew better than to tolerate lies Matthew 4:1-11 . This is why the Lord give us his written Word and his Spirit to guide us through it .. Learn to love it with all your heart mind , soul and spirit .. Be separate and touch not the unclean thing

SkyWriting · May 28, 2018

JadienCF said:
Hey, I’ve been dealing with an issue for a while now. I‘m scared mabye I commited the unpardonable sin of which Jesus spoke of. I thought somethings that, yeah I’m NOT proud of. I’m scared that mabye I have broken a relationship with God. I have been told that “this sin is not duplicatable today”, “the only unforgivable sin is denying the conviction of the Holy Spirit” or “This sin is verbal and cannot be commited in one’s mind.” Are any of these things true? I know of what Jesus said about it but now I’m generally confused. I’m scared that I’m going to hell. I’m scared I have lost the Holy Spirit. Today where I live it started to rain and thunder. I thought God was mad at me and that’s why it was raining and thundering. No matter what people tell me about this sin I don’t seem to believe it, I’ve seen so many things on the internet about this twisted around. I can’t seem to “get up” and move on with my life. I CANNOT stop thinking about this, I wake up, I think about it, I go to bed, I think about it. I think everything. I. do. is. SIN! This is the first time in my life that I had some sort of worry like this. I want to curl up in a ball and cry. Am I just going mentally insane? Well, whatever it is, I need help.

You must actively reject the Holy Spirit and believe it is Satanic.
That is the only unforgivable sin, and it's not becasue God gets
mad, it's becasue you are rejecting forgiveness, which remains available.

1am3laine · May 28, 2018

JadienCF said:
I do NOT agree with them, these thoughts just randomly pop up and say things. I don't know if it's me or something else.

If you don't agree with them then they aren't your thoughts.
(Hebrews 4:12, 2 Corinthians 10:5, Jeremiah 17:10)
You have to speak against those voices in the name of JESUS and they will go away.
Everyone has negative thoughts but it is what you do with them that can be the solution or problem if not addressed. ( 2 Timothy 1:7 )

1am3laine · May 28, 2018

SkyWriting said:
You must actively reject the Holy Spirit and believe it is Satanic.
That is the only unforgivable sin, and it's not becasue God gets
mad, it's becasue you are rejecting forgiveness, which remains available.

Denying/Rejecting is exactly what blasphemy against the Holy Spirit is.
Actually MANY people have blasphemed the Holy Spirit via the "blasphemy challenge" by rational response squad. Plus MANY blaspheme the Holy Spirit on twitter.

Below are videos of what truly blasphemy against the Holy Spirit is.

@10:30-10:39 He called the Holy Spirit evil = blasphemy. (matthew 12:31-32, mark 3:28-30, luke 12:8-10)

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