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I have panic disorder since 2012.. it happened when my family and I have a daily devotion. While I'm reading the Bible my eyes become blurry and my heart is keep on palpitating.. when I go to hospital my laboratory is all clear then I suffer 8 months without knowing my illness until one day someone told me that maybe you need to go to psychiatrist.. then the doctor told me that it is a panic attack. I do have anxiety disorder its not just an anxiety but a disorder ..and that illness kills me up whenever I feel it.. it is so scary.. my hand and feet are shaking,faintness, shortness of breath, feeling of im about ro die.. i always feel dizzy and have abdminal pain ect. And it makes me doubt about my salvation as if even I'm accepted our Lord Jesus Chirst I'm afraid of what is life after death if when I die and woke up I am in heaven. I dont feel this way before I'm so sure that I am save I'm not even afraid of dying. Bit when I had this illness my thoughts has change.. I have so much fear in life even those things that not yet happen.. it is the worse kind of feeling..


Nobody understand how it feels like... It is so scary.. I feel hopeless during the attack.. all I'm doing is bend my knees and pray to God.. it's been 3 years since my last panic attack.. stress triggers my anxiety and become panic attack.. my husband and I always have an arguments even in small things I'm always kept and hide the pain within 2 years.. I can't even speak out how he hurt me and it triggers my illness.. everytome I tell him that I experience panic attack right now he get mad and tell me that it's only in ur mind..

What triggers my stress is my husband is always offended with my parents even they are good to him I dnt know and the very devastated thing is I always caught his phone and he is looking for an FHM girl on the screen and it really really hurt me.. I told him that it really hurts me .. he said that he will not do it again but He did.. one last thing is I go to doctor last week for my thyroid nodules I hope the biopsy results is not cancerous.. please pray for me..

I don't know if this is a curse from God my mom and dad is not married.. my mom is married before she is unbeliever that time.. she met my dad and they life together then my sister and I born.. we are active in church. Like prayer meeting.. choir practice and Sunday worship but then we are suffer in this life.. no matter how my parents work hard nothign has changed . Our savings in the bank goes to hospital my mom always had illness.. and me as well like thyroid problem.. sinusitis. Rhinitis., Panic disorder.. a husband who always fight me and always offended to my parents and pastor. it's not ordinary it's not just a trials.. as if it is a cursed.. o want to break that curse but I don't know how.. I read some articles about the signs that you are in curse.. and I confirm that we are in curse I'm afraid that It will continue up to 4th generation can somebody advice me how to break a curse or what to do beside repentance? Because I'm wondering.. my mom and dad are faithful in giving and attending church..they have compassion in missionaries even they have nothing they will still give their last savings they..They help our pastor they are active and supportive in church but still our lives is very very stressful full of illness and poverty.. I wonder why and those stress last for a long time and it triggers my panic attack. Please help brethren.
 
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