Lost, dead, possessed, without hope.

The Scientist of the Eternal Pinecone said:

Hello,

I don't have much hope left. My prayers are most likely worthless, but... One must fight!

Please pray that Father saves me and cleanses me and makes me alive again. I am full of wickedness, Satan often comes in me and I have absolutely no control over it at that time. And most likely I am being controlled right now. I need help. I want to change. I want change. Please help me, God. I don't want to live an evil life and end up in hell and be eternally damned. Please help me God. >_<

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I know the feelings. Even in a crowd you are alone. You're lost in a dark tunnel and there is no light at the end. It just goes on forever! You are truly deceived! You, regardless of your life as a child or the wickedness of the life you have led are Royalty! You don't believe it? Well, I can't help that. It's the truth whether you accept that right now or not! YOU ARE ROYALTY! The best part is you havn't killed yourself yet so hope is still possible. I recently told someone else the very same thing I am telling you now. You want help, I mean true help. Reply to this post. I'll do my best for you! David W. Comstock Sr.

The Scientist of the Eternal Pinecone said:

Hello,

I don't have much hope left. My prayers are most likely worthless, but... One must fight!

Please pray that Father saves me and cleanses me and makes me alive again. I am full of wickedness, Satan often comes in me and I have absolutely no control over it at that time. And most likely I am being controlled right now. I need help. I want to change. I want change. Please help me, God. I don't want to live an evil life and end up in hell and be eternally damned. Please help me God. >_<

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Hope and aid --> Matthew 4 NIV
Instructions: begin reading the words of Christ Jesus, and continue every day, until full (which on some days will be just a verse or 2 He says!). Next day: repeat.
Also: Pray this prayer each day, like your Life literally depends on it -- Bible Gateway passage: Matthew 6:5-15 - New International Version
You can have total confidence this prayer is perfect and complete and exactly what God wants for you, and you can believe as you pray that what you are asking for in this prayer Christ Jesus gave you and me is deep, crucial, and primary, what we all need the most.
I will include you with us as I pray this today.

Lord have mercy

The Scientist of the Eternal Pinecone said:

Hello, David! Yep, it's a dark tunnel that leads to perdition that I am in. There seems to be no way out. I am trying and have tried to get out of it, but I just keep on sinking. It feels like I am damned. I try to cling to some promises that I think I've received from God... But it's a lingering hope...

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Look I'm 65 years old. What a life I've been forced to live! I'm not going to get into a cry fest here, but my life from the time that I was a very, small child WAS HELL ON EARTH! If you really want help I'll get you through it. That's no small thing! It won't be easy. You'll endure insecurity and self doubt unbelief, and in the end thinking yourself foolish! I can start you out! The first thing, a question, do you you really believe in Christ? Don't just say I hope he's real and expect results. This is going to take some faith. Faith not in yourself but in what others consider FOOLISH! That Jesus was the son of the Divine Creator of the Heavens and the Earth! You don't really believe that.. no one can help you!
Awaiting your reply David W. Comstock Sr.

The Scientist of the Eternal Pinecone said:

Hello, David! Yep, it's a dark tunnel that leads to perdition that I am in. There seems to be no way out. I am trying and have tried to get out of it, but I just keep on sinking. It feels like I am damned. I try to cling to some promises that I think I've received from God... But it's a lingering hope...

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Pinecone I'm still waiting!

Pinecone your answer is important

The Scientist of the Eternal Pinecone said:

Hello,

I don't have much hope left. My prayers are most likely worthless, but... One must fight!

Please pray that Father saves me and cleanses me and makes me alive again. I am full of wickedness, Satan often comes in me and I have absolutely no control over it at that time. And most likely I am being controlled right now. I need help. I want to change. I want change. Please help me, God. I don't want to live an evil life and end up in hell and be eternally damned. Please help me God. >_<

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Praying in the mighty Name of Jesus your Savior

Songs of the Wedding feast

• Rev 22:17 And the Spirit and the bride say, “Come!” And let him who hears say, “Come!” And let him who thirsts come. Whoever desires, let him take the water of life freely.

The Scientist of the Eternal Pinecone said:

I believe that Jesus is the Son of God.

Sorry, I am slowly drifting to sleep. Can you write me PM's?

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No Pinecone I won't do that. Reply when you wake up.

Prayer for you and I hope you realize that you are loved and you need to accept Christ now if you haven't already. Read the Word of God and let it nourish you and strengthen you.

I doubt if your prayers are worthless. Don't be like the one in James 1:7-8. Be like the one in Luke 18:13. John 6:37 comes to mind. The answer to your problems is so much more in God than in you, but you must call on Him, Romans 10:13; you must receive Him, John 1:12; you must open the door to His knock, Revelation 3:20. It's like you needing surgery. The doctor won't do it until you give your permission, but once you give your permission, it is the doctor that performs the surgery not you. That doctor though will give you some pre-surgery instructions which usually includes fasting. He will give you some post-surgery instructions. If you don't follow the instructions, the doctor may not operate, and if he does, you may not heal very well.
God is the Great Physician. The Bible is His instructions. Follow James 4:7 to deal with Satan. Follow 1 John 1:9 to deal with your sins, and then Romans 6:11-14. Follow Galatians 5:25 and Ephesians 6:10-20. Follow 1 Peter 2:2.
Father, speak Your affirmation to "Pinecone" of what is written here so that he will know it to be true, and to be motivated to follow it. May You encourage him, and give him hope to follow Your instructions and be lifted up by You. Romans 13:15; James 4:10. Amen.