I had anxiety, pannic atacks and stuff few years ago.
But im pretty much ok for few years. Even better than that im great overall.
So right now i have three problems or situations that are causing me great anxiety,
This girl i dated few months ago, she left my town(she was temporary here) few months ago. She even got mad at me for no reason. So we stopped comunicating, i thought i never gonna see her again.
But after me wishing her Hb, she started to text me, her plan was to not return to work in my town, that seemed like it was not an option. But she came back, now she is here. Through texting and when we met few times, she is sending mixed signals. When i asked her to hang, she said she does not feel up to it. So after that i said to mysel, thats it, im done with her, and havent talked to her since.
Feeling hurt after that, feeling i lost her made me feel anxiety and emotional pain.
I question myself im right to let her go, or should i fight for her, because im sure she is not indifferent to me, i believe there is something there...
Alongside that came some problems at work, i had to do something that shouldnt be my job. So i told to my boss that i dont want to do that again, but i didnt told that to main boss, so im feeling anxiety over if he will send me to do same stuff again, and one of colleges even got mad that i did that,
And im afraid that other coleges think less of me now. Also i was ashamed that someone i know will see me doing that job, and i feel like i shouldnt be like that, i feel i should have humbled myself.
And there is the third thing scrupulosity, i made confesion at wednesday, than again on Sunday, and its bothering me how big were the thing i forgot to say, was it ok for me to went to Commnion.
So all three is making me feel great level of anxiety, that i havent felt for long time.
But im pretty much ok for few years. Even better than that im great overall.
So right now i have three problems or situations that are causing me great anxiety,
This girl i dated few months ago, she left my town(she was temporary here) few months ago. She even got mad at me for no reason. So we stopped comunicating, i thought i never gonna see her again.
But after me wishing her Hb, she started to text me, her plan was to not return to work in my town, that seemed like it was not an option. But she came back, now she is here. Through texting and when we met few times, she is sending mixed signals. When i asked her to hang, she said she does not feel up to it. So after that i said to mysel, thats it, im done with her, and havent talked to her since.
Feeling hurt after that, feeling i lost her made me feel anxiety and emotional pain.
I question myself im right to let her go, or should i fight for her, because im sure she is not indifferent to me, i believe there is something there...
Alongside that came some problems at work, i had to do something that shouldnt be my job. So i told to my boss that i dont want to do that again, but i didnt told that to main boss, so im feeling anxiety over if he will send me to do same stuff again, and one of colleges even got mad that i did that,
And im afraid that other coleges think less of me now. Also i was ashamed that someone i know will see me doing that job, and i feel like i shouldnt be like that, i feel i should have humbled myself.
And there is the third thing scrupulosity, i made confesion at wednesday, than again on Sunday, and its bothering me how big were the thing i forgot to say, was it ok for me to went to Commnion.
So all three is making me feel great level of anxiety, that i havent felt for long time.