SEEKING JURY FOR GODS TRIAL

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Does it (or can it) go anywhere or do anything of its own volition? And yet, it exists...yes? This Be-ing...

We tend to form so many thoughts and contrivances on what we perceive it (this being) to be...and it IS... whether we know it or not. What blocks it is the play of our thoughts...trying to figure out that which we can never figure out with our mind. It cannot be contained...it is timeless and there is no distance to where 'IT' is...

Person-hood tries to figure out that which is spirit...that which IS...I AM...has always been. I think one is so close to knowing this BEING (as opposed to trying to figure it out) when one gets to the place as Paul said "Oh wretched man I am!"...which all has a play in the part of revealing the truth of this BEING. When we can let go of the thoughts and trying to figure it out...we become totally unaffected by thoughts and the seeker becomes the SEER...duality disappears...and we are left ONE...

Contrivances and ruminations cease, with having the mind of Christ Jesus. The key to this, is being as a little child.
 
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i hate my own thoughts and long for them to die out ... its not even about entering in for me anymore, its just i am really tired of laboring as this anti to Christ ... i mean i have bean poking at his wounds for so long now ... these wounds have become all i can see ...

and yet even in this i know is not out of order, seeing GOD calls us to reason with Him, which be an examination of self, seeing judgement begins at the house of GOD

you are competing with people who thought it was a good idea to snip part of their wee wee off. don't be too hard on yourself.

sadly I had a jewish dr when I was born. "I desire mercy, not sacrifice" is something I wish people comprehended.

personally I was trying to perfect being the antichrist, just gotta get rid of all that evil trash. God knows that my desire is messed up and starves in a waste of apathy, failure, and confusion over that which I reach for. if you said there is no choice then I guess i'm pretty much well on my way.

what must I repent of? that i'm an eye or a voice? I would not even know where to start. I don't get the problem.
 
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you are competing with people who thought it was a good idea to snip part of their wee wee off. don't be too hard on yourself.

sadly I had a jewish dr when I was born. "I desire mercy, not sacrifice" is something I wish people comprehended.

personally I was trying to perfect being the antichrist, just gotta get rid of all that evil trash. God knows that my desire is messed up and starves in a waste of apathy, failure, and confusion over that which I reach for. if you said there is no choice then I guess i'm pretty much well on my way.


yep ... we are all on His way to get our fleshy covering removed :)
 
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did you know that the females long hair used to be thought of as something used to draw sperm into themselves? thank greek prescience for that. but the long hair of a woman is her glory. I guess most of all i'm just embarrassed to exist in this world.

I thought the flesh was supposed to be a game.

the monks outlook on life was that it was given them that they may repent. pfft. but sorry if I can't assist you. they say don't braid your hair and that the symbol of messed up tangled hair was one of sin but personally I judge that tangled hair is attractive sometimes.
 
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did you know that the females long hair used to be thought of as something used to draw sperm into themselves? thank greek prescience for that. but the long hair of a woman is her glory. I guess most of all i'm just embarrassed to exist in this world.

I thought the flesh was supposed to be a game.

the monks outlook on life was that it was given them that they may repent. pfft. but sorry if I can't assist you. they say don't braid your hair and that the symbol of messed up tangled hair was one of sin but personally I judge that tangled hair is attractive sometimes.

well it certainly provides for a conflict of two halves ...
 
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well it certainly provides a conflict of two halves ...

does it have to be conflict? why can't it be a dance instead? or a song or something. :(

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I dunno sorry I don't wanna be caught up in a bit of doctrine cause there is always more but I don't know what each soul needs.

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because it affords us a husband not our own, likened to a dragon with an unclean women sat on him ...

that is a doctrine that can't be applied to a living expeirnce which is before the doctrine. sure there is some kind of a just judge somewhere but how can you say what a thing is? I can't even know you and I have to talk somewhat blindly.
 
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that is a doctrine that can't be applied to a living expeirnce which is before the doctrine. sure there is some kind of a just judge somewhere but how can you say what a thing is? I can't even know you and I have to talk somewhat blindly.

not a doctrine to me but just one picture of the process we find ourselves in ...
 
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The way of an eagle in the air; the way of a serpent upon a rock; the way of a ship in the midst of the sea; and the way of a man with a maid. Such is the way of an adulterous woman; she eateth, and wipeth her mouth, and saith, I have done no wickedness.
 
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dunno if there is a difference between one picture and a doctrine. I guess the word doctrine has more of a chance to make it appear too authoritarian or static. I think the process is the living experience but it can't be seen as a doctrine where the letter kills.

they say that matter can't be added to or taken away from but that it can change. this enclosed system is enough to keep repeating and even though it needs sun to keep going on, it still kind of reminds me of a harlot and a beast or of a garden of cucumbers or like some kind of drunkard wasting away their life. or like a beast that lives to repeat it's simple symbols.

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I guess the way is also one of walking on water and leaving no steps. but I don't deny the use of a path commonly walked. it gives us something to destroy and helps us to not destroy the rest of the beauty along with the path we made. but walking on water does not really destroy anything. now that I think of it, if the path traveled is not common you won't really destroy much, it only gets ruined when many take it.

I won't claim to fully understand that riddle of proverbs. what an irrational riddle.

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dunno if there is a difference between one picture and a doctrine. I guess the word doctrine has more of a chance to make it appear too authoritarian or static. I think the process is the living experience but it can't be seen as a doctrine where the letter kills.

they say that matter can't be added to or taken away from but that it can change. this enclosed system is enough to keep repeating and even though it needs sun to keep going on, it still kind of reminds me of a harlot and a beast or of a garden of cucumbers or like some kind of drunkard wasting away their life. or like a beast that lives to repeat it's simple symbols.

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I guess the way is also one of walking on water and leaving no steps. but I don't deny the use of a path commonly walked. it gives us something to destroy and helps us to not destroy the rest of the beauty along with the path we made. but walking on water does not really destroy anything. now that I think of it, if the path traveled is not common you won't really destroy much, it only gets ruined when many take it.

I won't claim to fully understand that riddle of proverbs. what an irrational riddle.


It's the serpent and his seed that draws a man/son out of the garden who becomes the death or brings to desolation to the woman/soul that she might bring forth the life or seed/son that is within her.
 
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Luke 22:27 (YLT)
for who is greater? he who is reclining (at meat), or he who is ministering? is it not he who is reclining (at meat)? and I--I am in your midst as he who is ministering.

Luke 22:28-30 (YLT)
`And ye--ye are those who have remained with me in my temptations,

and I appoint to you, as my Father did appoint to me, a kingdom, that ye may eat and may drink at my table, in my kingdom, and may sit on thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel.'

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Isa 53:11-12 (YLT)
Of the labour of his soul he seeth--he is satisfied, Through his knowledge give righteousness Doth the righteous one, My servant, to many, And their iniquities he doth bear.

Therefore I give a portion to him among the many, And with the mighty he apportioneth spoil, Because that he exposed to death his soul, And with transgressors he was numbered, And he the sin of many hath borne, And for transgressors he intercedeth.


Prov 30:20 (YLT)
So--the way of an adulterous woman, She hath eaten and hath wiped her mouth, And hath said, `I have not done iniquity.'

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there is two types of knowledge ... one not labored for the other of laboring ... Jesus labors were the entering into GODS finished labor where he did nothing of himself ....

we can not understand this moment we live in without hating our own soul ...
 
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Contrivances and ruminations cease, with having the mind of Christ Jesus. The key to this, is being as a little child.

I did not know the meaning of the two words used above. I had to google the meanings. I only wrote what I was given(heard) at that moment. Being as a little child, I believe, and so I speak. I believe that He will give what is needed at that very moment. To the simple, I become simple, and to the deep I become deep. This is The Lords doing and He is Faithful to do as He has promised.
 
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Ps 37:7-13 (YLT)
Be silent for Jehovah, and stay thyself for Him, Do not fret because of him Who is making prosperous his way, Because of a man doing wicked devices.

Desist from anger, and forsake fury, Fret not thyself only to do evil. For evil doers are cut off, As to those waiting on Jehovah, they possess the land.

And yet a little, and the wicked is not, And thou hast considered his place, and it is not.

And the humble do possess the land, And they have delighted themselves In the abundance of peace.

The wicked is devising against the righteous, And gnashing against him his teeth. The Lord doth laugh at him, For He hath seen that his day cometh.
 
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