Hi Guys,
I wanted to share that I've had a sin problem for a very long time but I've really been stubbornly refusing to acknowledge it. I have repented and asked God for forgiveness but I'm
still posting here because i would appreciate prayer.
To start with, I've always had a introverted preoccupation with self which we all know is pride. It manifests in my thought life primarily. I also tend to be very triggered if I feel dismissed and "unrighteously" opposed. I can handle it without reacting most of the time, but I still feel that sense of outrage in my gut if I feel disrespected. It's very important to me to respect the feelings of others, so I expect that in return. I tend to feel quite irritated when people don't acknowledge or thank me when I've made a contribution to their life, even if it's just the simple contribution of providing my time, attention and feedback in a forum request. I'm able to let it go, but not without being aware of the "offender".
I ask for you to pray for God to sanctify this immaturity in me and to replace it with humility and meekness.
I always imagine that I may meet Moses in eternity someday and I will say to him.." Brother...you are a MIGHTY man amongst men a true SAINT! I would NEVER have been able to deal with all the frustrations that you encountered in the wilderness." I probably would have felt very sorry for myself.
Pray that our heavenly father would give me Moses level of meekness and patience . I really need your prayers and petitions . Please also pray against the spirit of pride because it's a huge vulnerability of mine.
Thank you for listening and for your time and energy.
I wanted to share that I've had a sin problem for a very long time but I've really been stubbornly refusing to acknowledge it. I have repented and asked God for forgiveness but I'm
still posting here because i would appreciate prayer.
To start with, I've always had a introverted preoccupation with self which we all know is pride. It manifests in my thought life primarily. I also tend to be very triggered if I feel dismissed and "unrighteously" opposed. I can handle it without reacting most of the time, but I still feel that sense of outrage in my gut if I feel disrespected. It's very important to me to respect the feelings of others, so I expect that in return. I tend to feel quite irritated when people don't acknowledge or thank me when I've made a contribution to their life, even if it's just the simple contribution of providing my time, attention and feedback in a forum request. I'm able to let it go, but not without being aware of the "offender".
I ask for you to pray for God to sanctify this immaturity in me and to replace it with humility and meekness.
I always imagine that I may meet Moses in eternity someday and I will say to him.." Brother...you are a MIGHTY man amongst men a true SAINT! I would NEVER have been able to deal with all the frustrations that you encountered in the wilderness." I probably would have felt very sorry for myself.
Pray that our heavenly father would give me Moses level of meekness and patience . I really need your prayers and petitions . Please also pray against the spirit of pride because it's a huge vulnerability of mine.
Thank you for listening and for your time and energy.
