Thinking about quitting college.

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Thank you for all of the help. For some reason i just can't shake this feeling that I'm going to hell, and it's because I didn't quit college.

I know it is crazy and doesn't make any sense, but I just keep believing it.
Hey Buddy. Go read Connor's praise report over in the praise report section. It was what I kept telling you, Maybe his explanation will be better for you to understand. :] I think it will help you.
 
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A Christian who suffers from bipolar disorder or manic depression should treat it like any other physiological disease. While God certainly has the ability to work miracles and cure any malady, He often lets us continue our journey with a “thorn in the flesh” to remind us that He is sufficient (2 Corinthians 12:7–9). If a believer had diabetes, he would seek medical advice from trained doctors, take prescribed medications, and seek godly counsel on how to deal with both his physical and emotional symptoms. The same holds true for a believer with bipolar disorder.

Because bipolar disorder or manic depression affects the way a person thinks, finding godly counsel (Proverbs 1:5) and spending time in God’s Word (2 Timothy 3:16–17) are essential. In order to do what is right, we must know what is true. Bipolar disorder alters a person’s perceptions of reality, so a strong foundation in truth is a necessity when dealing with its symptoms.

Someone with bipolar disorder or manic depression might give in to the misperceptions caused by the disease and commit sinful acts. A person with bipolar disorder must treat those sins like any other person should. He should recognize his actions as sinful, repent, and seek forgiveness. Believers with bipolar disorder should never blame their illness for their actions (see John 15:22).

Believers should treat a person with bipolar disorder or manic depression with the same compassion they would show toward everyone else (James 2:1). The church offers people with bipolar disorder something they desperately need in their lives—truth (John 17:17). One thing people with bipolar disorder need more than anything else is the hope that is in Jesus Christ. Even though their illness tries to steal their lives away, they can have an abundant life in Christ (John 10:10).
I pulled this out of my notes Brother and thought it might help you understand better what we are saying :] Bless You
 
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I just feel like it doesn't matter if I accept Jesus or not. I know I'm going to hell because I can feel it in my gut. The voice in my head is constantly laughing at me. There's nothing I can do. He keeps saying "just quit." But I don't want to. He says it's the only way out. The other voice in my head says "there is no amount of money worth going to hell for." Both voices in my head want me to quit. They say I'll go to hell if I don't. I just don't want to throw away all the money it cost for school and all the time and effort I put into it. But if I don't quit I'll go to hell.

I just feel like I made a bet with Jesus about my grades and he's going to get me for it if I don't quit. It's just a feeling I have and that feeling never goes away.

No one can help me. It's over for me.
 
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I just feel like it doesn't matter if I accept Jesus or not. I know I'm going to hell because I can feel it in my gut. The voice in my head is constantly laughing at me. There's nothing I can do. He keeps saying "just quit." But I don't want to. He says it's the only way out. The other voice in my head says "there is no amount of money worth going to hell for." Both voices in my head want me to quit. They say I'll go to hell if I don't. I just don't want to throw away all the money it cost for school and all the time and effort I put into it. But if I don't quit I'll go to hell.

I just feel like I made a bet with Jesus about my grades and he's going to get me for it if I don't quit. It's just a feeling I have and that feeling never goes away.

No one can help me. It's over for me.
No it's not. Did you take your new med?
 
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what are you taking in school, What do you wanna be Snow? Tell us some about it.

I majoring in videogame development. I'm learning how to program games. Right now I'm learning how to program games in Unity. I like it a lot.
 
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I majoring in videogame development. I'm learning how to program games. Right now I'm learning how to program games in Unity. I like it a lot.
That sound cool. Are you building games from scratch?
 
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Yes. I'm building the next game in a team of 6 to 8 people. We have to do 3D modeling and programming.
wow that sounds cool. When you graduate are you going to invent these games?
 
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wow that sounds cool. When you graduate are you going to invent these games?

I'm not sure. I think I'd need to group up with other people. I'm not a good artist, but I'm a good programmer. I want to get hired by a company.
 
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This voice in my head is truly awful. I can't remember all the nice things people have said to me because this voice is always in my head. It keeps saying "you're worthless" (but with curse words). It keeps saying "you're Hitler." It calls me Adolf Hitler all day long. I think it's implying that they are going to transform me into Adolf Hitler or something after I die. For some reason they just want to make me into Hitler.

The voice in my head keeps saying "Just quit!" But I don't want to quit. I've worked hard all semester and I don't want to quit right at the end. But the voice says I'll go to hell for it if I don't.

This voice just makes me feel so miserable all the time. I have a hard time remembering all the nice things people say because it is always in my head!
 
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I can't imagine how hard this must be for you.

The voices are lying to you. The voices are your illness speaking. Your brain isn't working the way it should, and that's why you hear the voices. They are an illusion, a really loud and persistent illusion, but they are not speaking the truth. You and your therapist are going to keep working together until you find a treatment that works. In the meantime, finish your semester. You've worked hard, and you deserve the college credits that you've earned.
 
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Praying for you. Just came to the prayer section and found your prayer. The Lord has good things planned for you and it sounds like you are in a great class. Keep up the good work and remember it's good to finish what you start. You can with God's help! God bless.
 
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Praying for you. Just came to the prayer section and found your prayer. The Lord has good things planned for you and it sounds like you are in a great class. Keep up the good work and remember it's good to finish what you start. You can with God's help! God bless.

Thank you saved!
 
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