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lately ive been getting these weird signs as if I’m going to hell and it’s realy scaring me. I’ve been seeing triple 6’s everywhere. I feel disconnected from God and I’m starting to see “hell” everywhere. I’m trying to numb myself because I don’t want to beleive it. I don’t want to beleive that’s where I’m going. But lately life feels like a loop and I’m begininning to feel suicidal, usually my intuition is never wrong but deep down inside I’m very scared. I’m very scared, I didn’t want to be damned, I guess this was meant to be my destiny? I don’t understand why God chose me. I wish I could go to heaven. My existence was so unpurpouseful.
 

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Matthew 14:29-33, 'Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water and came to Jesus. But when he saw the wind, he was afraid, and beginning to sink he cried out, “Lord, save me.” Jesus immediately reached out his hand and took hold of him, saying to him, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?” And when they got into the boat, the wind ceased. And those in the boat worshiped him, saying, “Truly you are the Son of God.”'
 
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Maybe it's a warning. Listen To God No Matter What.

God Wants Us to be saved. The road to eternal life in narrow and difficult and few will find it.

Do you feel like God is telling you to repent of something ?
 
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Maybe it's a warning. Listen To God No Matter What.

God Wants Us to be saved. The road to eternal life in narrow and difficult and few will find it.

Do you feel like God is telling you to repent of something ?
I don’t know what he’s telling me for sure. I don’t know why either. I think he is telling me to repent but I don’t know how. All of my other christian friends are sinning and having fun and I feel like I’m missing out and I have the desire sometimes. I’m sooo scared, I wish God would talk to me but not in a harsh way. I really don’t think he likes me anymore. My heart is evil, I strayed away from his purpose for my life and the very things I’m supposed to influence are influencing me. I feel so alone in this walk,
 
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Don't depend on your feelings, depend on God's Word.
Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved. Acts 16:31
These things are written that you may know that you have eternal life. 1 John 5 :13
If there is one thing in this life you can depend on, it is God's love for you.
He demonstrated that love when He died for you. Romans 5:8
 
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I don’t know what he’s telling me for sure. I don’t know why either. I think he is telling me to repent but I don’t know how. All of my other christian friends are sinning and having fun and I feel like I’m missing out and I have the desire sometimes. I’m sooo scared, I wish God would talk to me but not in a harsh way. I really don’t think he likes me anymore. My heart is evil, I strayed away from his purpose for my life and the very things I’m supposed to influence are influencing me. I feel so alone in this walk,


For the time has come for judgment to begin at the house of God; and if it begins with us first, what will be the end of those who do not obey the gospel of God? Now
If the righteous one is scarcely saved,
Where will the ungodly and the sinner appear?”
1 Peter 4:17-18



God isn't playing around. Maybe He is clearly trying to warn you.
I've been where you are at. There was a time many years ago when I had fallen into mortal sin and I felt very far away from God.

I don't ever want to feel that way again. It's not pleasant.
 
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You Are Important To God. That's why He is warning you. He Wants Us To Be Saved.

But, if you have already repented and are still feeling condemned then maybe it's an evil spirit making you feel bad for no reason.
 
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For the time has come for judgment to begin at the house of God; and if it begins with us first, what will be the end of those who do not obey the gospel of God? Now
If the righteous one is scarcely saved,
Where will the ungodly and the sinner appear?”
1 Peter 4:17-18



God isn't playing around. Maybe He is clearly trying to warn you.
I've been where you are at. There was a time many years ago when I had fallen into mortal sin and I felt very far away from God.

I don't ever want to feel that way again. It's not pleasant.
Do you have any advice for me? I want to repent but I feel like it wouldn’t be genuine. Can u PM me?
 
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My only advice would be to just stop doing what ever The Holy Spirit is trying to tell to repent from pretty much.

If you think it wouldn't be genuine then ask The Holy Spirit to change your heart to what ever He desires.

That is honestly the only thing I can think of, Is to ask Him directly to help you.
 
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My only advice would be to just stop doing what ever The Holy Spirit is trying to tell to repent from pretty much.

If you think it wouldn't be genuine then ask The Holy Spirit to change your heart to what ever He desires.

That is honestly the only thing I can think of, Is to ask Him directly to help you.
Thank you. May God bless you, as raw as your earlier comments was I needed it. Blessings dear friend
 
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Father, instead of looking at false and lying signs, or even if they are warning signs, may they read what You have for them in black and white, that which is crystal clear, Your written Word, the Bible. May they read Your sign directions on how to get to heaven and have assurance of how to get there. John 1:12; John 3:16; Romans 10:9-13; Romans 5:1; Ephesians 2:8-9; John 5:24; 1 John 1:9; 1 John 5:11-14. May they not believe that they were destined for anything but to have eternal fellowship and glory with You, but that it is their choice where they will go, Deuteronomy 30:19. May they not become hopeless, desiring to end their life, but filled with hope in believing in You (Romans 15:13), and exciting about discovering the abundant life You have for them (John 10:10. Amen.
 
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I don’t know what he’s telling me for sure. I don’t know why either. I think he is telling me to repent but I don’t know how. All of my other christian friends are sinning and having fun and I feel like I’m missing out and I have the desire sometimes. I’m sooo scared, I wish God would talk to me but not in a harsh way. I really don’t think he likes me anymore. My heart is evil, I strayed away from his purpose for my life and the very things I’m supposed to influence are influencing me. I feel so alone in this walk,
Seeing that you fear the word of God without knowing who he is. I will help you. My instruction to you is this, listen to the books of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John in the King James Bible. When you fear God through fearing Jesus by any of those books, you have heard the word of God through the gospel, this is the beginning of the knowledge of God who is Jesus. As it is written, the fear of the Lord Jesus is the beginning of the knowledge of God:
And through this fear cry out to Jesus acknowledging you are worthy for damnation and humbly ask for mercy in the day of judgement. If you fear him he will answer you: and the gift he will give you you will know it's from him and he will assure your heart that you are his forever.

Isaiah 66:2 King James Version (KJV)
2 For all those things hath mine hand made, and all those things have been, saith the Lord: but to this man will I look, even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit, and trembleth at my word.
 
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