- Jun 28, 2017
- 193
- 328
- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
lately ive been getting these weird signs as if I’m going to hell and it’s realy scaring me. I’ve been seeing triple 6’s everywhere. I feel disconnected from God and I’m starting to see “hell” everywhere. I’m trying to numb myself because I don’t want to beleive it. I don’t want to beleive that’s where I’m going. But lately life feels like a loop and I’m begininning to feel suicidal, usually my intuition is never wrong but deep down inside I’m very scared. I’m very scared, I didn’t want to be damned, I guess this was meant to be my destiny? I don’t understand why God chose me. I wish I could go to heaven. My existence was so unpurpouseful.