Hello. I've been a Christian for 25 years and have mental health issues including anxiety. I've had a run of anxiety for about 5 weeks now. I have a terrible time reaching out to anyone when I have it. I finally texted my pastor's wife she gave my the usual answer...spend more time with God and trust Him more. I know she means well but she doesn't understand the racing thoughts and that I try to pray through them all day but am not able to. I told her that I feel that I'm on the edge of a breakdown and she said that she'd pray for me. I feel like I need so much more but I won't go to a hospital. I feel so alone. I'm trying to worship and stay close to God. I"m on the edge of tears all the time and worried about my salvation for no reason, just part of the anxiety. I don't wan't to go to church because I know everyone can tell I'm just wieid or something. There is still so much stigma attached to mental health. I hate it so much and I feel so sick.